away yet deeper into the wildwood, taking with me the harp which my
friend had given me before he died. It was summer, and I wandered about
ever deeper into the wood, until belike I had scarce been able to win
out of it if I had tried. At last, when the autumn came, I built myself
again some sort of a bower in a clearing of the wood wherein was water,
and the resort of plenteous venison.
What befell next? My mind is not over-clear concerning it all, for I
was now becoming more of a beast than a man. But this I know, that some
men of the bands whom I had chased happened on me. They knew me not for
their old foeman, but of their kind it was to torment and slay any man
whom they might lightly overcome. Yet was not the battle so over-light
but that I slew and hurt divers of them ere they got me under and
stripped me and bound my hands and tormented me, after the manner that
the devils shall do with them when they shall go to their reward. Yet
somehow I lived, though they deemed me dead, and I crawled away thence
when they were gone; and somehow I was healed of my body, but I was
confused of my wit thereafter, and now can call to mind but little of
what befell me as I strayed from place to place, save that I remember I
was hapless and heart-sore ever: and also meseemeth that I saw visions
at whiles, and those who had been in my life before these things, their
images would come before me to mock me as I sat singing whiles and
whiles playing the string-play (for my harp I bore ever with me); and
whiles I bewailed me, and called for help on them that would not or
might not help me. And now I may not even tell the years of my abiding
in the desert, how many they be. But I pray thee let us on more swiftly
yet.
Said the wood-wife: Thou hast told me but little of thy life, Black
Squire, but it is enough maybe; and I see that thou mayst not tell me
more because thou hast thy mind set on what may betide thee when this
day is over. But thou must know that thou hast come into the wood of
Evilshaw, wherein, besides those savage men who quelled thee and their
like, there be uncouth things no few, and wights that be not of the
race of Adam; wherefore no great marvel is it that thou sawest visions,
and images of them that were not by thee. Yea, said he, but one vision
had I that confused and overcame me more than all others, and meseemeth
that came to me not long ago. For first I saw the shape of her that my
soul desireth ever, and it wept and lamented for me; and then for a
little I seemed as if I were coming forth from my confusion of wit;
when lo! there issued from the thicket another image of my beloved and
blamed me and threatened me. God wot good cause there was of the blame.
But tell me, mother, since thou callest thyself wise, what may this
portend?
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