It seemed to the mother in those first moments of contemplation that, if
she were right in her surmise, Charmian could scarcely have set her
affections on a man less suited to enter into her life, less likely to
make her happy.
Charmian belonged to a certain world not merely because she was born in
it, and had always lived in it, but by temperament, by character.
Essentially she was of it. She could surely never be happy in the life
led by Claude Heath. Could Claude Heath be happy in the sort of life led
by her?
Abruptly Mrs. Mansfield felt as if she did not really know Heath very
well. A great many things about him she knew. But how much of him was
beyond her ken. She was not even sure how he regarded Charmian. Now she
wished very much to be more clear about that.
Among her many friends Heath stood apart, and for this reason: all the
other men of talent whom she knew intimately were in the same set, or
belonged to sets which overlapped and intermingled. They were men who
were making, or had made, their names; men who knew, and were known by,
her friends and acquaintances, who needed no explanation, who were
thoroughly "in it." Only Heath was outside, was unknown, was not taking
an active part in the battle of art or of life. And this fact gave him a
certain strangeness, not free from romance, gave him a peculiar value in
Mrs. Mansfield's eyes. She secretly cherished the thought of his
individuality. She could not wish it changed. But she knew very well
that though such an individuality might attract her child, indeed, she
feared, had attracted Charmian, yet Charmian, if she had any influence
over it, would not be satisfied to let it alone, to leave it quietly to
its own natural development. Charmian would never let any plant that
belonged to her grow in darkness. She understood well enough the many
clever men who frequented the house, men with ambitions which they were
gratifying, men who were known, or who wished and intended to be known,
men, as a rule, who were fighting, or who had fought, hard battles. To
several of these men Charmian could have made an excellent wife.
But if she had set her affections on Heath she had made a sad mistake.
His peculiarity of temperament was in accord surely with nothing in
Charmian. That very fact, perhaps, had grasped her attention, had
excited her curiosity, even stirred sentiment within her. Having
perceived a gulf she had longed to bridge it, to set her feet on the
farther side. Mrs. Mansfield was glad that Charmian was away. Hitherto
she had cultivated the friendship with Heath without arriere pensee. Now
she was more conscious in it. Her great love of her only child made her
wish to study Heath.
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