“No. You only seem old to me. I suppose that’s because you have had
to do so much in so short a time. But I’m older, too. It’s a sad
country—did you ever stop to think how few people smile, down here in
these mountains?”
“Yes, I know; and you know, now. Well, I suppose you’ll go away and
forget us. We’ve been forgotten, more than a hundred years. That’s
hard—to be forgotten.”
“Do you think that of me?” she said, still staring straight down the
valley.
“I hardly know what to think of you,” said he, deliberately. “You are
not like any woman I ever knew.” He flushed, suddenly remembering he
had told her he never had known but three women in his life.
“Well, be fair, at least. Be sure you know my point of view. This work
ought not to stop.” She was trying to look at him from the corner of
her eye.
“The Lord has built that building up on the hill, Mrs. Haddon,”
answered David Joslin. “I suppose the Lord will continue it or destroy
it. Blessed be the name of the Lord.”
She half turned her face toward him now as she replied.
“I’ve told you I’ve been a useless woman all my life. Well, just the
other day I saw a child—a little child, out in the hills—it lived
wild, in a cave. I held, its hand right in mine, this way—don’t you
see? And then, I thought, there were hundreds of them—hundreds, all
through these hills.” She was flushing.
“Yes,” said he; “many hundreds.”
“Then I thought of the money that’s mine that maybe oughtn’t all to be
mine. You see, I’ve counsel—lawyers—that sort of thing—men who would
help me in anything I asked. Suppose we had some more buildings, and
plenty of teachers after a time?”
He did not make any answer at all, and she was obliged to go on unaided.
“In this awful time of the world, Mr. Joslin,” said she, “everyone
ought to be useful. We’ll need more good citizens in America. All of us
women ought to work in some way. The country must go on, until we’ve
won. Where could I be more useful than here? Don’t you think I could
keep the work going some way until—until you came back, David Joslin?”
Still he did not answer, and still she went on, struggling somewhat
desperately with his native reticence and her own.
“Why, they say this is a war for democracy, don’t you know? And where
could we fight better for democracy? Wasn’t that your ambition—wasn’t
that your dream?”
“Yes!” suddenly he exclaimed, hoarsely. “That was my dream! You know
how it ended—you know why. I killed my own school, you know how.”
“Yes—you’ve spoken very freely. It’s just as well. These are days when
there’s no time to be lost. And I’d like you to know, at least how much
I’ve marveled at what you’ve done.”
“Marveled!” said he. “It’s I who have marveled. But what you say—if
you could keep the school going—why, _that’s_ a miracle!”
“Well,” said Marcia Haddon quietly, “you’ve always spoken of miracles
as matter of course.”
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