She laughed now with half a sob. “There can’t be in all the world any
one man for me, I suppose—that’s the price we have to pay, who do this
sort of thing.”
“I don’t understand you at all.”
“Well, I don’t—I won’t—there isn’t——” replied Polly somewhat
incoherently. “Listen, man! You’ve got to stop this! I can’t stand it.
This means too much to you. You’ve taken it all in earnest when there
wasn’t anything to it but a joke—a game—a business. And besides—I
told you——”
“What do you mean that you told me?”
“I told you—that—that I wasn’t good! Do you think that’s easy for me
to say?”
“A woman as beautiful as you could not be anything but good.”
“Don’t! I can’t stand this—I told you once before I couldn’t stand it.”
“How can I help it? I told you a man is hard to manage.”
“You’re the hardest to manage I ever saw. What can I do with you? I
want to be as good a scout as I can—I don’t really want to take money
away from blind babies, nor love’n affection from idiot Johnnies. I
don’t want you at all, and you mustn’t want anything to do with me at
all. Do you suppose it’s easy for me to say that? Why don’t I let you
make a fool of yourself the way they all do? Search me—I don’t know!
Listen—have you ever doped this thing out all the way down the line?
What’s in your mind—what would you like to do?—what would you like to
have me do?”
“I never thought it out I—I don’t know. I don’t understand this at
all. I don’t know why I came here to-night, to see you again.”
“Well, let’s suppose now that I was a single woman, and you were a
single man. It isn’t true in your case, and we won’t say anything
about mine. Suppose we were both free to do as we liked? How far do
you suppose, my friend, that thirty-five cents would go in backing a
theatrical company like this, that carries thirty-eight performers, its
own sets and its own brass?”
Polly Pendleton, dependable always to do the unexpected, was not
laughing now, but half sobbing, and wiping her eyes on the corner of
her skirt.
“I wish’t you wouldn’t do that. Please don’t!” he exclaimed. “I can’t
tell you how it hurts me.”
“Well, it’s you that’s done it,” she flared at him over the corner of
her ruffles, forgetting a half limb exposed. “Did I ask you to come
here? Is it the part of a real man to make it harder for a fellow like
me, that’s trying to get on in the world?”
“I don’t reckon I’ve thought of that,” said David Joslin with sudden
contrition. “I reckon I was just thinking of my own self. I know the
place in my book that covers that. It’s about Adam——”
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