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But I scorn to come to you as a suppliant. If you choose
to say after hearing me that you will put me away from you
because you have seen some one fairer than I am, whatever
course I may take in my indignation, I shall not throw
myself at your feet to tell you of my wrongs. I wish,
however, that you should hear me. You say that there is
some one you love better than you love me, but that you
have not committed yourself to her. Alas, I know too much
of the world to be surprised that a man's constancy should
not stand out two years in the absence of his mistress.
A man cannot wrap himself up and keep himself warm with
an absent love as a woman does. But I think that some
remembrance of the past must come back upon you now that
you have seen me again. I think that you must have owned
to yourself that you did love me, and that you could love
me again. You sin against me to my utter destruction if
you leave me. I have given up every friend I have to
follow you. As regards the other--nameless lady, there can
be no fault; for, as you tell me, she knows nothing of
your passion.
You hinted that there were other reasons,--that we know
too little of each other. You meant no doubt that you
knew too little of me. Is it not the case that you were
content when you knew only what was to be learned in those
days of our sweet intimacy, but that you have been made
discontented by stories told you by your partners at San
Francisco? If this be so, trouble yourself at any rate to
find out the truth before you allow yourself to treat a
woman as you propose to treat me. I think you are too good
a man to cast aside a woman you have loved,--like a soiled
glove,--because ill-natured words have been spoken of her
by men, or perhaps by women, who know nothing of her life.
My late husband, Caradoc Hurtle, was Attorney-General in
the State of Kansas when I married him, I being then in
possession of a considerable fortune left to me by my
mother. There his life was infamously bad. He spent what
money he could get of mine, and then left me and the
State, and took himself to Texas;--where he drank himself
to death. I did not follow him, and in his absence I was
divorced from him in accordance with the laws of Kansas
State. I then went to San Francisco about property of my
mother's, which my husband had fraudulently sold to a
countryman of ours now resident in Paris,--having forged
my name. There I met you, and in that short story I tell
you all that there is to be told. It may be that you do
not believe me now; but if so, are you not bound to go
where you can verify your own doubts or my word?
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