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The word "wife" came upon her like a thunder-clap. It at once changed
all her feelings towards him. She did not dream of loving him.
She felt sure that she never could love him. Had it been on the
cards with her to love any man as a lover, it would have been some
handsome spendthrift who would have hung from her neck like a nether
millstone. This man was a friend to be used,--to be used because he
knew the world. And now he gave her this clear testimony that he knew
as little of the world as any other man. Mr. Broune of the "Daily
Breakfast Table" asking her to be his wife! But mixed with her other
feelings there was a tenderness which brought back some memory of
her distant youth, and almost made her weep. That a man,--such a
man,--should offer to take half her burdens, and to confer upon her
half his blessings! What an idiot! But what a God! She had looked
upon the man as all intellect, alloyed perhaps by some passionless
remnants of the vices of his youth; and now she found that he not
only had a human heart in his bosom, but a heart that she could
touch. How wonderfully sweet! How infinitely small!
It was necessary that she should answer him--and to her it was only
natural that she should at first think what answer would best assist
her own views without reference to his. It did not occur to her that
she could love him; but it did occur to her that he might lift her
out of her difficulties. What a benefit it would be to her to have a
father, and such a father, for Felix! How easy would be a literary
career to the wife of the editor of the "Morning Breakfast Table!"
And then it passed through her mind that somebody had told her that
the man was paid £3,000 a year for his work. Would not the world, or
any part of it that was desirable, come to her drawing-room if she
were the wife of Mr. Broune? It all passed through her brain at once
during that minute of silence which she allowed herself after the
declaration was made to her. But other ideas and other feelings were
present to her also. Perhaps the truest aspiration of her heart had
been the love of freedom which the tyranny of her late husband had
engendered. Once she had fled from that tyranny and had been almost
crushed by the censure to which she had been subjected. Then her
husband's protection and his tyranny had been restored to her. After
that the freedom had come. It had been accompanied by many hopes
never as yet fulfilled, and embittered by many sorrows which had
been always present to her; but still the hopes were alive and the
remembrance of the tyranny was very clear to her. At last the minute
was over and she was bound to speak. "Mr. Broune," she said, "you
have quite taken away my breath. I never expected anything of this
kind."
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