Capitalists and financiers -- Fiction; Commercial crimes -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction; Satire
Mr. Broune as he walked to his newspaper office experienced all those
pangs of doubts which a man feels when he has just done that which
for days and weeks past he has almost resolved that he had better
leave undone. That last apparition which he had encountered at his
lady love's door certainly had not tended to reassure him. What curse
can be much greater than that inflicted by a drunken, reprobate son?
The evil, when in the course of things it comes upon a man, has to
be borne; but why should a man in middle life unnecessarily afflict
himself with so terrible a misfortune? The woman, too, was devoted to
the cub! Then thousands of other thoughts crowded upon him. How would
this new life suit him? He must have a new house, and new ways; must
live under a new dominion, and fit himself to new pleasures. And what
was he to gain by it? Lady Carbury was a handsome woman, and he liked
her beauty. He regarded her too as a clever woman; and, because she
had flattered him, he had liked her conversation. He had been long
enough about town to have known better,--and as he now walked along
the streets, he almost felt that he ought to have known better. Every
now and again he warmed himself a little with the remembrance of
her beauty, and told himself that his new home would be pleasanter,
though it might perhaps be less free, than the old one. He tried to
make the best of it; but as he did so was always repressed by the
memory of the appearance of that drunken young baronet.
Whether for good or for evil, the step had been taken and the thing
was done. It did not occur to him that the lady would refuse him.
All his experience of the world was against such refusal. Towns
which consider, always render themselves. Ladies who doubt always
solve their doubts in the one direction. Of course she would accept
him;--and of course he would stand to his guns. As he went to his
work he endeavoured to bathe himself in self-complacency; but, at the
bottom of it, there was a substratum of melancholy which leavened his
prospects.
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