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Mr. Broune's feelings were more decided in their tone than those of
the lady. He had not made his offer without consideration, and yet
from the very moment in which it had been made he repented it. That
gently sarcastic appellation by which Lady Carbury had described
him to herself when he had kissed her best explained that side of
Mr. Broune's character which showed itself in this matter. He was
a susceptible old goose. Had she allowed him to kiss her without
objection, the kissing might probably have gone on; and, whatever
might have come of it, there would have been no offer of marriage.
He had believed that her little manoeuvres had indicated love on her
part, and he had felt himself constrained to reciprocate the passion.
She was beautiful in his eyes. She was bright. She wore her clothes
like a lady; and,--if it was written in the Book of the Fates that
some lady was to sit at the top of his table,--Lady Carbury would
look as well there as any other. She had repudiated the kiss, and
therefore he had felt himself bound to obtain for himself the right
to kiss her.
The offer had no sooner been made than he met her son reeling in,
drunk, at the front door. As he made his escape the lad had insulted
him. This, perhaps, helped to open his eyes. When he woke the next
morning, or rather late in the next day, after his night's work, he
was no longer able to tell himself that the world was all right with
him. Who does not know that sudden thoughtfulness at waking, that
first matutinal retrospection, and pro-spection, into things as they
have been and are to be; and the lowness of heart, the blankness of
hope which follows the first remembrance of some folly lately done,
some word ill-spoken, some money misspent,--or perhaps a cigar too
much, or a glass of brandy and soda-water which he should have left
untasted? And when things have gone well, how the waker comforts
himself among the bedclothes as he claims for himself to be whole all
over, teres atque rotundus,--so to have managed his little affairs
that he has to fear no harm, and to blush inwardly at no error! Mr.
Broune, the way of whose life took him among many perils, who in the
course of his work had to steer his bark among many rocks, was in the
habit of thus auditing his daily account as he shook off sleep about
noon,--for such was his lot, that he seldom was in bed before four
or five in the morning. On this Wednesday he found that he could not
balance his sheet comfortably. He had taken a very great step and he
feared that he had not taken it with wisdom. As he drank the cup of
tea with which his servant supplied him while he was yet in bed, he
could not say of himself, teres atque rotundus, as he was wont to do
when things were well with him. Everything was to be changed. As he
lit a cigarette he bethought himself that Lady Carbury would not like
him to smoke in her bedroom. Then he remembered other things. "I'll
be d---- if he shall live in my house," he said to himself.
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