“Why? Because—you ought to know. He isn’t a gentleman; he’s no good. He
isn’t _fit_. If he was, don’t you think he’d look out for you, and not
take advantage the way he does? If he had a decent spark in him, he’d
never let you be seen with him; he knows it, if you don’t. Why, there
have been times I’ve seen him when you wouldn’t pick him up off the road
with a pair of tongs.”
“Mr. Barr, will you fasten this cloak around me?” said Dosia, in a clear
voice.
She turned with her back to William and leaned a little closer to
Lawson, after he had helped her arrange the garment. Lawson had made
every resolution to take no advantage of his position, but he was not
proof against this alluring moment; his warm hand with its long,
tapering fingers sought hers under cover of the lap-robe, and held it
while he still talked with apparent unconcern to his matronly vis-à-vis.
Once he looked around at Dosia with those teasing eyes full of laughter,
and yet of something more. She could not drag her hand away without
betraying the struggle, as his closed more tightly over it, though her
riotous heart beat so that she feared it must get into her voice, and
there was an odd feeling as if she were doing some one a wrong. Her
fluttering was intoxication to Lawson.
They drove for five miles with the early spring moonlight shining
silverly through the last rosy haze of the sunset, the air sweet with
the scent of green grass and dewy blossomings.
Lawson did not look at Dosia as he helped her out of the wagon, nor did
he come in to listen to the lecture, through which she sat pulsating at
the thought of the drive home, desiring yet fearing it. Would he be near
her then? Her question was answered. He helped to put everyone else in
the wagon, and they two came last. This time their opposite neighbors
were a young couple engrossed in each other. Dosia’s quick eye took in
the situation at once. She was determined not to speak first, and they
rode for a while in silence; then he moved nearer, and asked in a low
tone:
“Why don’t you look at me?”
“Why did you—hold my hand?” She spoke in a whisper that he had to bend
his head to hear.
“I might tell you a good many reasons—but one will do. I am going away
for good.”
“What?” She turned breathlessly, with a quick pang. The night had grown
very dark, but she could see the gleam of his eyes and the outline of
his olive face as it leaned over her. “Why?”
“Because—” He stopped, and his quizzical look changed into something
deeper. “I believe I ought to. I’ve had a sort of an offer out West, and
it’s time I made a change.”
“Is it to lead a new life?” asked Dosia, with deep and tender solemnity.
Mrs. Leverich’s words came back to her; this, then, had been all
planned.
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