“Yes, do,” said the other, preparing to move on. “Please don’t get up,
Mrs. Alexander; you don’t look as well as I’d like to see you.”
“Oh, I’m all right,” said Lois.
“You must try and get strong this summer,” said Mr. Larue, his eyes
dwelling on her with an intimate, penetrating thoughtfulness before he
turned away and went, Justin accompanying him down the walk, Zaidee
dancing on behind. Lois looked after them. At the gate, Mr. Larue turned
once more and lifted his hat to her.
A faint, lovely color had come into Lois’ cheek, brought there by the
powerful tonic which she always felt in Eugene Larue’s presence; she
felt cheered, invigorated, comforted, by a man with whom she had hardly
talked alone for a couple of hours altogether in their whole five years’
acquaintance. He had a way of taking thought for her on the slightest
occasion, as he had to-day; he knew when she entered a room or left it,
and she knew that he knew.
It was one of those peculiar, unspoken sympathetic intimacies which
exist between certain men and women, without the conscious volition of
either. He knew as soon as his eyes fell on her whether she were glad or
sorry, lonely or confident, and his glance or the tone of his voice was
a response to her mood; he saw instinctively when she was too warm or
too cold, or needed a rest. Her husband, who loved her, had no such
intuitions; he had to be told clumsily, and even then might not
understand. Yet she had not loved him the less because she must beat
down such little barriers herself; perhaps she had loved him the more
for it—he was the man to whom she belonged heart and soul—but the
barriers were a fact. She had an absolute conviction that she could do
nothing that Eugene Larue would misunderstand, any more than she
misunderstood her involuntary attraction for him. Above all things, he
reverenced her as his ideal of what a wife and mother should be. He
would have given all he possessed to have the kind of love which Justin
took as a matter of course.
Eugene Larue had been married himself for ten years, for more than half
of which time his wife, whom Lois had never seen, had lived abroad for
the further study of music, an art to which she was passionately
devoted. If there had been any effort to bring a hint of scandal into
the semi-separation, it had been instantly frowned away; there was
nothing for it to feed on. Mrs. Larue lived in Dresden, under the
undoubted chaperonage of an elderly aunt and in the constant publicity
of large musical entertainments and gatherings. She sometimes played the
accompaniments of great singers. Her husband went over every spring,
presumably to be with her, living alone for the greater part of the year
at his large place at Collingswood. Neither was ever known to speak of
the other without the greatest respect, and questions as to when either
had been “heard from” were usual and in order; it was always tacitly
taken for granted that Mrs. Larue’s expatriation was but temporary.
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