Foolish and inane in amatory “attentions” to young ladies, George was no
fool. He had a fund of knowledge gained from the observation of current
facts, and could talk about the newsboys’ clubs, or the condition of the
docks, or the latest motor-cars and ballooning, or the practical reasons
why motives for reform didn’t reform; and the talk was usually
semi-interesting, and sometimes more—he had the personal intimacy with
his topics which gives them life. Dosia began to find him, if not
exciting, at least not tiring; restful, indeed. She began genuinely to
like him; he took her thoughts away from herself, while obviously always
thinking of her. She did not even actively dislike those moments when
his pale blue eyes became suffused with admiration or a warmer feeling,
but was, instead, somewhat gratefully touched by it. Not only her
starved vanity but her starved self-respect cried out for food, and he
alone gave it to her.
This Sunday afternoon Dosia—modish and natty in her short walking-skirt
and little jacket of shepherd’s check, and a clumpy, black-velveted,
pink-rosed straw hat—walked companionably beside the square-set figure
of George up the long slope of the semi-suburban road. Dosia had
preferred to walk instead of driving. There was a strong breeze,
although the sun was warm; and the summerish wayside trees and grasses
had inspired him with the recollection of a country boy’s calendar—a
pleasing, homely monologue. He was, however, never too occupied with his
theme to stoop over and throw a stone out of her path, or to hold her
little checked umbrella so that the sun should not shine in her eyes, or
to offer her his hand with old-fashioned gallantry if there was any hint
of an obstacle to surmount. The way was long, yet not too long. They
stopped, however, when they reached the summit, to rest for a while
leaning against the top bar of the rail fence on the side of the slope
below the carriage drive, looking down into the green meadows below;
beyond, afar off, there was the white mist-hazed glimpse of a river with
toy houses crowded thickly into the middle distance.
As they stood there, looking into the distance for some minutes, Dosia
with thoughts far, far from the scene, George Sutton’s voice suddenly
broke the silence:
“I had a letter from Lawson Barr yesterday.”
Dosia’s heart gave a leap that choked her. It was the first time that
anybody had spoken his name since he left. She had prayed for him every
night—how she had prayed! as for one gone forever from any other reach
than that of the spirit. At this heart-leap... fear was in it—fear of
any news she might hear of him; fear of the slighting tone of the person
who told it, which she would be powerless to resent; fear of awakening
in herself the echo of that struggle of the past.
“He’s at the mines, isn’t he?” she questioned, in that tone which she
had always striven to make coolly natural when she spoke of him.
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