For all answer, Zaidee raised her little face trustfully. Girard dropped
on one knee, a very gallant figure of a gentleman, as he put both arms
around the small, light form of the child and held her tightly to him
for one brief instant while his lips pressed that warm cheek. When he
strode lightly away, waving his hand behind him in farewell, it was with
an odd, somber effect of having said good-by to a great deal.
For the second time that day, it seemed that Zaidee had been the
recipient of an emotion called forth by some one else.
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
“Lois?”
“Yes?”
Dosia had come into the nursery, where Lois sat sewing, a canary
overhead singing with shrill velocity in a stream of sunshine. Her look
gave no invitation to Dosia. She did not want to talk; she was busy, as
ever, with—no matter what she was doing—the self-fullness of her
thoughts, which chained her like a slave. She had been longing to move
into the other house, where, amid new surroundings, she could escape
from the familiar walls and outlook that each brought its suggestion of
pain, with the wearying iterancy of habit, no matter how she wanted to
be happy.
Dosia dropped half-unwillingly into a chair as she said:
“I’ve something to tell you, Lois.”
“Well?”
“I’m engaged to George Sutton.”
“Dosia!”
Lois’ work fell from her hand as she stared at the girl.
“I’m sure I don’t see that you need be surprised,” said Dosia. She
looked pale and expressionless, as one who did not expect either
sympathy or interest.
“No, I suppose not,” said Lois. “Of course, I know he has been paying
you a great deal of attention, but then, he has paid other girls almost
as much.” She stopped, with her eyes fixed on Dosia. In a sense, she had
rather hoped for this; the marriage would certainly solve many
difficulties, and be a very fine thing for Dosia—if Dosia could——!
Yet now the idea revolted Lois. To marry a man without loving him would
have been to her, at any time or under any stress, a physical
impossibility. Marriage for friendship or suitability or support was
outside her scheme of comprehension. She spoke now with cold
disapproval:
“Dosia, you don’t know what you are doing. You don’t love George
Sutton.”
Dosia’s face took on the well-known obstinate expression.
“He loves me, anyhow, and he is satisfied with me as I am. If he is
satisfied, I don’t see why anyone else need object! He likes me just as
I am, whether I care for him or not.”
She clasped both hands over her knee as she went on with that
unexplainable freakishness to which girlhood is sometimes maddeningly
subject, when all feeling as well as reason seems in abeyance, though
her voice was tremulous. “And I _do_ care for him. I like him better
than anyone I know; we are sympathetic on a great many points. No
one—_no one_ has been so kind to me as he! He doesn’t want anything but
to make me happy.”
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