Leverich’s meeting with Dosia had been characterized on his part by a
show of brusque uninterest; he seemed to her indefinably lowered and
coarsened in some way—his cheeks sagged, in his eyes was an unpleasant
admission that he must bluster to avoid the detection of some weakness.
And Dosia had lived in his house, eaten at his table, received benefits
from him, caressed him prettily! He had been really kind to her, she
ought not to let that fact be defaced, but everything connected with
that time seemed to lower her in retrospect, to fill her with a sort of
horror. All his loud rebuttal of anxiety now could not cover an
undercurrent of uneasiness that made the anxiety of the two women
tenfold greater when he was gone.
Mr. Girard had come twice the next morning. Dosia, as well as Lois, had
seen him both times; he had greeted her with matter-of-fact courtesy,
and appealed to her with earnest painstaking, whenever necessary, for
details or confirmation, in their mutual office of helpers to Mrs.
Alexander, but the retrieving warmth and intimacy of his manner the day
he had avoided her in the street was lacking. There was certainly
nothing in Dosia’s quietly impersonal attitude to call it forth. Her
face no longer swiftly mirrored each fleeting emotion at all times, for
anyone to see—poor Dosia had learned in a bitter school her woman’s
lesson of concealment.
But, if Girard were only sensibly consulting with her, toward Lois his
sympathy was instinct with strength and helpfulness. He seemed to have
affiliations with reporters, with telegraph operators, and with a
hundred lower runways of life unknown to other people. He gave the
tortured wife the feeling so dear, so sustaining to one in sorrow, of
his being entirely one with her in its absorption—of there being no
other interest, no other issue in life, but this one of Justin’s return.
When Girard came, bright and alert and confident, all fears seemed to be
set at rest; during the few minutes that he stayed all difficulties were
swept away, everything was on the right train, word would arrive from
Justin at once; and when he left, all was black and terrible again.
The children had clung to Dosia in the hours of these strange days when
mamma never seemed to hear their questions. Dosia read to them, made
merry for them, and saw to the household, which was dependent on the
service of a new and untrained maid, going back in the interval to put
her young arms around Lois and hold her close with aching pity.
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