This girl was so constituted that, except in the first flush of
excitement incident to her entrance into this new sphere, she must have
always some heart-warm thought, some little inner pleasure of her own,
to make the larger one serve. Dosia knew now that she was to meet the
true prince. This was the house he visited; all this outer circle of
comfort was but the prelude to love—that mysterious and intangible love
that made you happy ever after. She was glad that she had kept hold of
that hand, and had not let herself be drawn away by lesser ties. Her
day-dream was to bewitch and dazzle him, to compel him to her
attraction; a dozen situations, based on that first idea of his
recognition of her in some noble deed, occupied her happy mind; in all
moments of extra exaltation she brought out the thought and played with
it and hugged it to her. She had yet to learn how few things happen as
we imagine them.
In the midst of her half-drowsy musings, the door behind her burst open;
suddenly a big collie-dog bounded in. He was licking her cheeks, when a
sharp whistle called him back, and the door was instantly closed again.
Dosia knew that the dog was Lawson’s. She sprang up and locked the door,
but her dream had vanished. She had a tingling consciousness that she
was to meet Lawson at dinner. She made up her mind to be very dignified
and cool toward him; she rehearsed the manner in which her eyelashes
would fall, the politely bored expression of her forced attention, the
casual tips of her fingers as they touched his in the conventional
handshake of greeting—all of which would emphasize the fact that he had
now no particular interest for her, if, indeed, he had ever had any.
But, after all, he was not at dinner, which was a relief, and yet a
disappointment: when you have sharpened your weapons, it is only natural
to want to use them. Lawson did not appear the next day, nor the next.
Once she heard him coming in very late at night, and in the morning he
had gone before she breakfasted. A couple of times in the late
afternoon, when the dog came trotting ahead through the hall, she had
slipped aside, breathless, as from some peril escaped. It was the third
day after her arrival that he suddenly made his appearance in the
drawing-room, where she was seated by the piano, looking over a pile of
music. Mrs. Leverich was out driving, but had thought the air too damp
for Dosia.
She tried to accomplish the indifferent handshake she had prefigured,
and could have flagellated herself for the color that she felt
enveloping her from brow to throat under his cool, appraising eyes, as
he bent over the piano as if to help her with her search.
“What do you wish to find?” he asked in a businesslike way. “Perhaps I
can assist you.”
“Thank you, it isn’t necessary.”
She held her head at an unresponsive angle involuntarily, so that she
might not see his face, which had struck her as unexpectedly younger and
better-looking than hitherto.
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