“You are the best judge, ma’am, of what will most contribute to your
happiness,” rejoined the counsellor, after a brief pause. “In the
ignorance in which we are kept of the past, I might well add, the _only_
judge; though it is possible that your female companions know more, in
this respect, than your legal advisers. It is proper I should say, once
more, and probably for the last time, that your case will be greatly
prejudiced unless you enable us to dwell on your past life freely and
truly.”
“I am accused of murdering an unoffending female and her husband; of
setting fire to the dwelling, and of robbing them of their gold. These
are accusations that can properly be answered only by a complete
acquittal, after a solemn investigation. No half-way measures will do. I
must be found not guilty, or a blot rests on my character for life. My
position is singular—I had almost said cruel—in some respects owing to
my own wilfulness——”
Here Anna Updyke pressed closer to her friend’s side, as if she would
defend her against these self-accusations; while Marie Moulin dropped
her needle, and listened with the liveliest curiosity.
“In _many_ respects, perhaps,” continued Mary, after a short pause, “and
I must take the consequences. Wilfulness has ever been my greatest
enemy. It has been fed by perfect independence and too much money. I
doubt if it be good for woman to be thus tried. We were created for
dependence, Mr. Dunscomb; dependence on our fathers, on our brothers,
and perhaps on our husbands”—here there was another pause; and the
cheeks of the fair speaker flushed, while her eyes became brilliant to
light.
“_Perhaps!_” repeated the counsellor, with solemn emphasis.
“I know that men think differently from us on this subject——”
“From _us_—do you desire me to believe that most women wish to be
independent of their husbands? Ask the young woman at your side, if
_that_ be her feeling of the duties of her sex.”
Anna dropped her head on her bosom, and blushed scarlet. In all her
day-dreams of happiness with John Wilmeter, the very reverse of the
feeling now alluded to, had been uppermost in her mind; and to her
nothing had ever seemed half as sweet as the picture of leaning on him
for support, guidance, authority, and advice. The thought of
independence would have been painful to her; for a principle of nature,
the instinct of her sex, taught her that the part of woman was “to love,
honour, and obey.” As for Mary Monson, she quailed a little before the
severe eye of Dunscomb; but education, the accidents of life, and
possibly a secret principle of her peculiar temperament, united to
stimulate her to maintain her original ground.
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