The Weavers: a tale of England and Egypt of fifty years ago - CompleteParker, Gilbert
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The Weavers: a tale of England and Egypt of fifty years ago - Complete
Parker, Gilbert
Society of Friends -- Fiction
“Thee belongs to Hamley. Thee is an honour to Hamley, Soolsby.”
Soolsby’s eyes widened; the blurred look of rage and self-reproach in
them began to fade away.
“Thee has made a fight, Soolsby, to conquer a thing that has had thee by
the throat. There’s no fighting like it. It means a watching every hour,
every minute--thee can never take the eye off it. Some days it’s easy,
some days it’s hard, but it’s never so easy that you can say, ‘There is
no need to watch.’ In sleep it whispers and wakes you; in the morning,
when there are no shadows, it casts a shadow on the path. It comes
between you and your work; you see it looking out of the eyes of a
friend. And one day, when you think it has been conquered, that you have
worn it down into oblivion and the dust, and you close your eyes and
say, ‘I am master,’ up it springs with fury from nowhere you can see,
and catches you by the throat; and the fight begins again. But you sit
stronger, and the fight becomes shorter; and after many battles, and
you have learned never to be off guard, to know by instinct where every
ambush is, then at last the victory is yours. It is hard, it is bitter,
and sometimes it seems hardly worth the struggle. But it is--it is worth
the struggle, dear old man.”
Soolsby dropped on his knees and caught David by the arms. “How did you
know-how did you know?” he asked hoarsely. “It’s been just as you say.
You’ve watched some one fighting?”
“I have watched some one fighting--fighting,” answered David clearly,
but his eyes were moist.
“With drink, the same as me?”
“No, with opium--laudanum.”
“Oh, I’ve heard that’s worse, that it makes you mad, the wanting it.”
“I have seen it so.”
“Did the man break down like me?”
“Only once, but the fight is not yet over with him.”
“Was he--an Englishman?”
David inclined his head. “It’s a great thing to have a temptation to
fight, Soolsby. Then we can understand others.”
“It’s not always true, Egyptian, for you have never had temptation to
fight. Yet you know it all.”
“God has been good to me,” David answered, putting a hand on the old
man’s shoulder. “And thee is a credit to Hamley, friend. Thee will never
fall again.”
“You know that--you say that to me! Then, by Mary the mother of God, I
never will be a swine again,” he said, getting to his feet.
“Well, good-bye, Soolsby. I go to-morrow,” David said presently.
Soolsby frowned; his lips worked. “When will you come back?” he asked
eagerly.
David smiled. “There is so much to do, they may not let me come--not
soon. I am going into the desert again.”
Soolsby was shaking. He spoke huskily. “Here is your place,” he said.
“You shall come back--Oh, but you shall come back, here, where you
belong.”
David shook his head and smiled, and clasped the strong hand again. A
moment later he was gone. From the door of the but Soolsby muttered to
himself:
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