The Weavers: a tale of England and Egypt of fifty years ago - CompleteParker, Gilbert
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The Weavers: a tale of England and Egypt of fifty years ago - Complete
Parker, Gilbert
Society of Friends -- Fiction
With a deep-drawn sigh Hylda said to herself: “If I were dying
to-morrow, would I say that? She loved them so--at first must have loved
them so; and yet this at the last! And I--oh, no, no, no!” She looked at
a portrait of Eglington on the table near, touched it caressingly, and
added, with a sob in her voice: “Oh, Harry, no, it is not true! It is
not native evil and cruelty in your blood. It has all been a mistake.
You will do right. We will do right, Harry. You will suffer, it will
hurt, the lesson will be hard--to give up what has meant so much to you;
but we will work it out together, you and I, my very dear. Oh, say that
we shall, that....” She suddenly grew silent. A tremor ran through her,
she became conscious of his presence near her, and turned, as though he
were behind her. There was nothing. Yet she felt him near, and, as she
did so, the soul-deep feeling with which she had spoken to the portrait
fled. Why was it that, so often, when absent from him, her imagination
helped her to make excuses for him, inspired her to press the real truth
out of sight, and to make believe that he was worthy of a love which,
but through some inner fault of her own, might be his altogether, and
all the love of which he was capable might be hers?
She felt him near her, and the feelings possessing her a moment before
slowly chilled and sank away. Instinctively her eyes glanced towards
the door. She saw the handle turn, and she slipped the letter inside the
portfolio again.
The door opened briskly now, and Eglington entered with what his enemies
in the newspaper press had called his “professional smile”--a criticism
which had angered his wife, chiefly because it was so near the truth.
He smiled. Smiling was part of his equipment, and was for any one at any
time that suited him.
Her eyes met his, and he noted in her something that he had never seen
before. Something had happened. The Duchess of Snowdon was in the house;
had it anything to do with her? Had she made trouble? There was trouble
enough without her. He came forward, took Hylda’s hand and kissed it,
then kissed her on the cheek. As he did so, she laid a hand on his arm
with a sudden impulse, and pressed it. Though his presence had chilled
the high emotions of a few moments before, yet she had to break to him
a truth which would hurt him, dismay him, rob his life of so much that
helped it; and a sudden protective, maternal sense was roused in her,
reached out to shelter him as he faced his loss and the call of duty.
“You have just come?” she said, in a voice that, to herself, seemed far
away.
“I have been here some hours,” he answered. Secrecy again--always
the thing that had chilled the dead woman, and laid a cold hand upon
herself--“I felt the shadow of secrecy in your life. When you talked
most I felt you most secretive, and the feeling slowly closed the door
upon all frankness and sympathy and open speech between us.”
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