The Weavers: a tale of England and Egypt of fifty years ago - CompleteParker, Gilbert
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The Weavers: a tale of England and Egypt of fifty years ago - Complete
Parker, Gilbert
Society of Friends -- Fiction
So that was it, after all. Even his mother knew. Master of his nerves
as he was, it blinded him for a moment. Presently he read on--the whole
page--and lingered upon the words, that he might have time to think what
he must say to Hylda. Nothing of the tragedy of his mother touched him,
though he was faintly conscious of a revelation of a woman he had
never known, whose hungering caresses had made him, as a child, rather
peevish, when a fit of affection was not on him. Suddenly, as he read
the lines touching himself, “Brilliant and able and unscrupulous.... and
though he loves me little, as he loves you little too,” his eye lighted
up with anger, his face became pale--yet he had borne the same truths
from Faith without resentment, in the wood by the mill that other year.
For a moment he stood infuriated, then, going to the fireplace, he
dropped the letter on the coals, as Hylda, in horror, started forward to
arrest his hand.
“Oh, Eglington--but no--no! It is not honourable. It is proof of all!”
He turned upon her slowly, his face rigid, a strange, cold light in his
eyes. “If there is no more proof than that, you need not vex your mind,”
he said, commanding his voice to evenness.
A bitter anger was on him. His mother had read him through and
through--he had not deceived her even; and she had given evidence
against him to Hylda, who, he had ever thought, believed in him
completely. Now there was added to the miserable tale, that first
marriage, and the rights of David--David, the man who, he was convinced,
had captured her imagination. Hurt vanity played a disproportionate part
in this crisis.
The effect on him had been different from what Hylda had anticipated.
She had pictured him stricken and dumfounded by the blow. It had never
occurred to her, it did not now, that he had known the truth; for, of
course, to know the truth was to speak, to restore to David his own,
to step down into the second and unconsidered place. After all, to her
mind, there was no disgrace. The late Earl had married secretly, but he
had been duly married, and he did not marry again until Mercy Claridge
was dead. The only wrong was to David, whose grandfather had been even
more to blame than his own father. She had looked to help Eglington in
this moment, and now there seemed nothing for her to do. He was superior
to the situation, though it was apparent in his pale face and rigid
manner that he had been struck hard.
She came near to him, but there was no encouragement to her to play
that part which is a woman’s deepest right and joy and pain in one--to
comfort her man in trouble, sorrow, or evil. Always, always, he stood
alone, whatever the moment might be, leaving her nothing to do--“playing
his own game with his own weapons,” as he had once put it. Yet there was
strength in it too, and this came to her mind now, as though in excuse
for whatever else there was in the situation which, against her will,
repelled her.
“I am so sorry for you,” she said at last.
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