The Weavers: a tale of England and Egypt of fifty years ago - CompleteParker, Gilbert
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The Weavers: a tale of England and Egypt of fifty years ago - Complete
Parker, Gilbert
Society of Friends -- Fiction
Many a human being has realised the apathy, the partial paralysis of the
will, succeeding a great struggle, which has exhausted the vital forces.
Many a general who has fought a desperate and victorious fight after
a long campaign, and amid all the anxieties and miseries of war, has
failed to follow up his advantage, from a sudden lesion of the power for
action in him. He has stepped from the iron routine of daily effort into
a sudden freedom, and his faculties have failed him, the iron of his
will has vanished. So it was with Hylda. She waited for she knew not
what. Was it some dim hope that Eglington might see the right as she
saw it? That he might realise how unreal was this life they were living,
outwardly peaceful and understanding, deluding the world, but inwardly
a place of tears. How she dreaded the night and its recurrent tears, and
the hours when she could not sleep, and waited for the joyless morning,
as one lost on the moor, blanched with cold, waits for the sun-rise!
Night after night at a certain hour--the hour when she went to bed at
last after that poignant revelation to Eglington--she wept, as she
had wept then, heart-broken tears of disappointment, disillusion,
loneliness; tears for the bitter pity of it all; for the wasting and
wasted opportunities; for the common aim never understood or planned
together; for the precious hours lived in an air of artificial happiness
and social excitement; for a perfect understanding missed; for the touch
which no longer thrilled.
But the end of it all must come. She was looking frail and delicate,
and her beauty, newly refined, and with a fresh charm, as of mystery
or pain, was touched by feverishness. An old impatience once hers was
vanished, and Kate Heaver would have given a month’s wages for one of
those flashes of petulance of other days ever followed by a smile. Now
the smile was all too often there, the patient smile which comes to
those who have suffered. Hardness she felt at times, where Eglington
was concerned, for he seemed to need her now not at all, to be
self-contained, self-dependent--almost arrogantly so; but she did not
show it, and she was outwardly patient.
In his heart of hearts Eglington believed that she loved him, that
her interest in David was only part of her idealistic temperament--the
admiration of a woman for a man of altruistic aims; but his hatred of
David, of what David was, and of his irrefutable claims, reacted on her.
Perverseness and his unhealthy belief that he would master her in the
end, that she would one day break down and come to him, willing to take
his view in all things, and to be his slave--all this drove him farther
and farther on a fatal, ever-broadening path.
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