The Weavers: a tale of England and Egypt of fifty years ago - CompleteParker, Gilbert
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The Weavers: a tale of England and Egypt of fifty years ago - Complete
Parker, Gilbert
Society of Friends -- Fiction
Yes, she would, this once again, try to win the heart of this man; and
so reach what was deeper than heart, and so also give him that without
which his life must be a failure in the end, as Sybil Eglington had
said. How often had those bitter anguished words of his mother rung in
her ears--“So brilliant and unscrupulous, like yourself; but, oh,
so sure of winning a great place in the world... so calculating and
determined and ambitious!” They came to her now, flashed between
the eager solicitous eyes of her mind and the scene of a perfect and
everlasting reconciliation which it conjured up--flashed and were gone;
for her will rose up and blurred them into mist; and other words of
that true palimpsest of Sybil Eglington’s broken life came instead: “And
though he loves me little, as he loves you little too, yet he is my son,
and for what he is we are both responsible one way or another.” As the
mother, so the wife. She said to herself now in sad paraphrase, “And
though he loves me little, yet he is my husband, and for what he is it
may be that I am in some sense responsible.” Yet he is my husband! All
that it was came to her; the closed door, the drawn blinds; the intimacy
which shut them away from all the world; the things said which can
only be said without desecration between two honest souls who love each
other; and that sweet isolation which makes marriage a separate world,
with its own sacred revelation. This she had known; this had been; and
though the image of the sacred thing had been defaced, yet the shrine
was not destroyed.
For she believed that each had kept the letter of the law; that,
whatever his faults, he had turned his face to no other woman. If she
had not made his heart captive and drawn him by an ever-shortening cord
of attraction, yet she was sure that none other had any influence over
him, that, as he had looked at her in those short-lived days of his
first devotion, he looked at no other. The way was clear yet. There was
nothing irretrievable, nothing irrevocable, which would for ever stain
the memory and tarnish the gold of life when the perfect love should be
minted. Whatever faults of mind or disposition or character were his--or
hers--there were no sins against the pledges they had made, nor the bond
into which they had entered. Life would need no sponge. Memory might
still live on without a wound or a cowl of shame.
It was all part of the music to which she listened, and she was almost
oblivious of the brilliant throng, the crowded boxes, or of the Duchess
of Snowdon sitting near her strangely still, now and again scanning the
beautiful face beside her with a reflective look. The Duchess loved the
girl--she was but a girl, after all--as she had never loved any of her
sex; it had come to be the last real interest of her life. To her eyes,
dimmed with much seeing, blurred by a garish kaleidoscope of fashionable
life, there had come a look which was like the ghost of a look she had,
how many decades ago.
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