"So my husband has made up his mind," wrote Julie Despois. "He ended the
conversation by repeating poor Captain Magniez' noble declaration: 'I
prefer to be shot rather than commit sacrilege.'--If this thing happens
to us, we shall be very poor, my dear friend. The education of our three
sons will be seriously endangered. But I could do nothing but say to
him: 'You are right. We are Christian folk. We have founded a Christian
family. God help us!'--And you will recognize my dear Despois in this.
His only anxiety is for his officers. He doesn't want to see the
hecatomb at Saint-Servan repeated.--'If they call on me for sappers to
break in the church doors, I shall refuse. I sha'n't give the civil
authorities time to telegraph for further orders. I shall order all my
men to remount, and return to Saint-Mihiel. In this way I shall be sure
of being the only one to be disciplined.'--You see, Valentine, what a
sad time we are passing through, so that we can't turn our minds to any
other subject! In all the officers' families, nothing else is thought
of. We shouldn't talk about anything else if we didn't know that to-day
an orderly may be an informer listened to at headquarters. We are all
wondering when these two inventories will be taken, and to whom they
will be entrusted. Will anything happen or not? God grant that we are
imagining chimæras, and that everything will go off peacefully, as it
has in so many places! Whatever happens, I am writing down these
conversations with my husband so that my sons may have them some day,
when he and I are no more. They will see what sort of man their father
was, and that their mother understood him."
Landri read the last sentence again and again. The captain's magnanimous
determination made it possible for him to have no fear of consequences
if Despois were in command.--But what followed? How could he fail to
make a comparison between that simple-hearted helpmate of a gallant
officer, devoted to her husband, so proud to esteem and admire him,--and
another woman? Between those children who found at their humble fireside
no reason for aught save respect,--and another child? Why had not his
own mother understood the man whose name she bore? Why had she betrayed
him? Why was a son born of that treachery? And why was not that son, who
knew nothing of that horror for so many years, left in ignorance
forever? Upon what trivial chances our destinies depend! Suppose that
the train from Clermont had reached Paris an hour late yesterday?
Doubtless Landri would have found the invalid of Rue de Solferino
unconscious. The physician would not have let him in. He would have
known nothing. He would not have had to undergo this inward agony which
everything renewed--and when would it end? Oh, never! never!
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