She looked at him while he uttered these words in so melancholy a tone
that she shuddered at it. He turned a little pale, realizing that she
understood; and in an outrush of pity like that of the other day she
drew him to her, pressing his hand against her heart.
"I will try to wipe that out, too," she said, quivering with emotion.
It was his part to seem not to comprehend all that that protestation
signified, and he rejoined:--
"He was not content with refusing. He insists that, when I am married, I
shall not live in Paris."
"I will answer you like Ruth," she said. "'Whither thou goest, I will
go, and where thou lodgest I will lodge.'"
"Even if I do not simply leave Paris--even away from France?"
"Even away from France."
A little sign disclosed the intensity of the emotion with which she was
overflowing. The pupils of her eyes dilated so that her blue eyes seemed
to be black; and enveloping, caressing, embracing Landri in that sombre
glance, she said:--
"You have no idea of the affection that I have been heaping up for you
in my heart during these three years when I have hidden from you so much
of what I felt, in order not to ruin you. That love has burrowed into me
to such a depth that it would make me tremble if you were not you, if I
were not sure that you will never expect of me anything except my duty,
that you will never ask me to live under such conditions that my son
would not be brought up, as he must be, so as to remain, even away from
his country, a child of France!" She repeated: "Even away from his
country;" then asked, timidly: "Does Monsieur de Claviers really demand
it?"
"He demands nothing," Landri replied.
"But you think that that's the only way to reconcile him in some degree
to the idea of our marriage, eh?" she asked; and, as he bowed: "Then we
must not hesitate," she added. "You do not know either how much you have
taught me to love him, even without knowing him; how grateful I am to
him for the influence he has had on you, for the traces of his wonderful
sense of delicacy which I find in yours. When I said yes to you the
other day, I had a feeling of remorse for taking you from your duty and
from his affection. You tell me that there is no occasion for it, that
all is at an end between you. That takes away my remorse but makes me so
sorry for you. Remember at all events that to part is not to forget each
other. You may retain an image of each other against which you have no
reproach to make. I hope that it may be so between Monsieur de Claviers
and you, and that when he thinks of you he will realize that you loved
him, that you still love him, as he deserves, and that there is only
this life between you."
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