"To that Madame Olier," said Jaubourg. "Oh! Landri, not those eyes, not
that voice! I can't stand that!--Look you,--I say nothing against her. I
know that no one ever spoke ill of her. But at Saint-Mihiel you saw her
constantly--I know that. She is a widow. I know that too, and where she
lives. I should have found a way to know her, if it had been necessary.
I know everything that concerns you, you see. I have always found a way
to know it, day by day, ever since you were born. You mustn't think of
marrying her. If she loves you for yourself, she ought not to think of
it, either. In the first place, Claviers will never consent. And
secondly you must be rich. I want you to be rich--I want it.--You don't
understand. You must not understand.--Ah! I have always loved you so
dearly, you know, Landri, and I have never been able to show it. It was
my duty not to. It's my duty now.--My head is getting confused again,
like yesterday.--But I don't want--I don't want--No. No. No. I won't say
anything.--Go away, Joseph. Go away, Chaffin. They're looking at me.
They shall not know. They shall not know.--My Landri! my own Landri!"
"Neither Joseph nor Chaffin is here," said the young man. "Calm
yourself, Jaubourg. Calm yourself."
He made him lie down again, very gently. Those few sentences from the
dying man's lips had moved him to the inmost depths of his being. With
what a passionate interest the man must have followed him in order to
have obtained such detailed information concerning incidents of so
private a nature! M. de Claviers did not even suspect Madame Olier's
existence before their conversation in the forest, and Jaubourg knew
everything about her! He knew everything about him, he had said, "day by
day, ever since he was born." What did those enigmatic words mean, and
uttered, too, in such a tone? And those other words: "I have always
loved you so dearly! I have never been able to show it. _It was my duty
not to_!"
And, already disturbed even to anguish, Landri repeated: "They are not
here. I am alone with you, all alone;" and, almost in a tone of
entreaty: "Before me you can say anything; speak, if that will calm you.
For you must calm yourself. You must."
"I have nothing to say," Jaubourg replied, "to anyone. To anyone." He
had recovered his self-control once more. "I am quite calm. But my head
gets so confused! Kiss me, Landri. Bid me adieu. I wanted to see you for
that.--Oh! Just once, let me kiss you once as I love you. Oh! my child!
my child!"
Tears gushed from his eyes, and rolled down amid the sweat with which
his face was bathed. He rested his moist face on the young man's hands.
He pressed him to his heart. He touched his hair and his shoulders; and
Landri, aghast at the horrible thing that was being disclosed to him,
listened as he continued:--
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