"I have just given him an injection of morphine, to subdue him," he
said. "He will doze now, till the end. But such a paroxysm! That of last
night was a mere outline.--Above all things pay no attention to what he
may have said to you. It was absolute mental confusion,--madness." He
repeated: "madness."
He looked his companion squarely in the face--too squarely--as he
emitted that phrase which contradicted so utterly his earlier formulas:
"He lives over past events.--The depths of his memory come to the
surface." He himself realized, no doubt, the terrible bearing of the
antithesis between this second assertion and the former one, for he
could not help blushing. What words had Jaubourg uttered, then, in his
delirium, that were even more explicit? Had he pronounced, before those
witnesses, the horrifying sentence: "I was Madame de Claviers' lover,
and Landri is my son?" At all events, that was the ghastly fact that
Chaffin had grasped amid the sick man's divagations, as Landri himself
had done; and, at this additional evidence, he felt an icy chill run
through his whole body.
When a man is suddenly brought face to face with a fact of supremely
tragic importance to him, which he cannot honestly doubt, and of which
he had no previous suspicion, an interval of semi-stupefaction succeeds,
of brief duration, during which he could not himself say what his
sensations are. It is not grief, for the man does not comprehend what he
has just learned. He does not realize it. Nor is it hesitation. Later he
will be able to argue, he will attempt, rather, to argue, against the
evidence. For the moment the fact has entered into him, with its
irresistible force, as a steel point enters the flesh that it passes
through, and there ensues, in the most secret depths of his being, that
total upheaval of nature to which the hymn in the liturgy refers:
_Stupebit et natura_. However, life goes on about this man who has been
stricken to death and knows it not. It even goes on within him, and he
seconds it, and he obeys its behests with an automatism resembling that
of an evil suggestion. In this state Landri descended the stairs from
Jaubourg's apartment, re-entered the cab he had left at the door, and
gave the cabman Maître Métivier's address, almost without being
conscious of it. The clock, wound before the terrible shock, performed
its functions mechanically.
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