"He had already lost his reason," Landri replied, averting his eyes. He
had believed that afternoon that he had touched the bottom of the
deepest depths of suffering. He had not foreseen this tête-à-tête,
nor these confidences, fraught with such heart-rending significance to
him now. Each of them was destined to add a new chapter to the shocking
tale of deceit. The lover's son recognized therein everything--the
heedless, but lofty-minded security of the nobleman; the loyalty which,
having placed his honor in the hands of his wife and his friend,
had distrusted neither; the wiles of the wife, and the seductive
charm of the friend; and, too, the explanation, if not the excuse
of their sin. That life of parade and magnificence, in which the
"Émigré" had swallowed up his fortune that the glory of the name of
Claviers-Grandchamp might not fade, he had not been able to lead without
an accompaniment of idle associates. Love is the engrossing occupation
of such coteries of luxury and pomp and pleasure. Madame de Claviers was
very pretty. She was romantic, too. The stern and manly poesy of the
marquis's nature did not satisfy a sentimentalism to which a nature more
complex, more subtle, more corrupt perhaps, had appealed more strongly.
And Landri was born of that sin, inevitable and deplorable. But what a
crying shame that a man of so noble and rare a soul should have been
made a mock of at his own fireside!
"So it is true," he continued, "that he did not know that he was dying?
Ah! Landri, may the good Lord preserve us from ending so, without being
able to make our last sacrifice! I dread but one form of death--that is,
sudden death. Jaubourg did not deserve it. But Charlus was quite
right--he was not religious. Still, if I had been here, I would have
sent for a priest; but Joseph did not dare to go beyond his orders. I
should have paid no heed to that, and who can say if God would not have
granted him the privilege of recovering consciousness for a moment! But
God is the nobleman of heaven, as somebody said, I don't know who. I
imagine that the amplitude of his indulgence surpasses our poor feeble
judgments. He pardons much to one who has always been sincere and kind;
and Jaubourg was so kind! How many times your mother has told me of
secret charitable deeds of his, and of his considerate words! And she
was rather prejudiced against him.--My dear Landri, it does me good to
have you here! I understand, you came back on my account. You wanted to
be posted, so that you could prepare me for the worst at need. I know
that you and Charles didn't always understand each other. However, I
assure you that he was very fond of you. But he was of another
generation, and he didn't enjoy himself much with the newcomers. 'It
makes me feel too old,' he used to say to me.--'It makes me younger,' I
always said.--He was never reconciled to being more than thirty years
old. You see, he had been such a pretty fellow, such a dandy, and so
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