The Weird of the Wentworths: A Tale of George IV's Time, Vol. 1Scotus, Johannes
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The Weird of the Wentworths: A Tale of George IV's Time, Vol. 1
Scotus, Johannes
Conduct of life -- Fiction; Great Britain -- History -- George IV, 1820-1830 -- Fiction
Ellen would not have left him, and
even now, if he were condemned, he felt sure she would visit him in his
condemned cell. Even that thought had bliss in it, he would see her
again. But to die like a felon, oh! it was horrible; to be a felon was
nothing, but to die one was horrible; he never would,--he would put an
end to his life first, dash out his brains against the wall. Another day
passed; he became moody, and lower in spirits. The dull routine,--the
same prison fare twice a day, brought by the same ill-looking man; the
same dreadful thoughts; the same dream-scared sleep;--it was a living
death. He began to look forward to death as a release. Sunday came, that
evening he would have been a week in his cell. It was Sunday a fortnight
ago Ellen had been taken away; on Sunday a week ago he had perpetrated
his deeds of darkness, after keeping the innocent girl a week in a still
crueller prison--for she was innocent, he deserved it; and now on Sunday
he was in solitary confinement: there was something of a retributive
providence in it. It did not escape him. He heard the church bells ring
their call to the house of God; there was a time he had loved that
sound, the time when he had loved Ellen, and they went to church
together; now the sound was maddening to his ear, the bells rang the
knell of departed bliss; they would soon ring his knell, and in a
felon's grave he would rest. To-morrow his trial came on; he would
confess his guilt and soon all would be over.
The day was very hot,--hot to oppressiveness, and as the evening came on
he now and then heard distant peals of thunder. Criminal experience
tells us that the night before the trial is far more awful to the
criminal than the night before execution. This was the night before
L'Estrange's trial, and he did not prove an exception to the rule. He
had all the week determined to plead guilty, but now the trial was near
he would not; he might be pardoned by some clever defence, and he
determined to use it. He could not go to sleep that night, he paced his
cell in an agony of mind. It was then certain the Captain had deserted
him. Oh, how he hated the man! Darkness increased: now and then a fitful
glare of faint lightning glimmered through his cell; by-and-by it got
brighter, and the thunder crashes grew louder and more distinct; it was
evident a heavy storm was wearing up. He heard the rain descend in
torrents, and the vividity of the double-forked lightning, and the
detonating peals of thunder which shook the prison, shook also his
guilty mind. It seemed as if heaven spoke in wrath for the last time,
and gave her final warning. It wakened something between conviction,
and a desire to become better; but, alas! it was only like the breath of
a dying lamp, which wakens a ray, too soon to expire again. Something
muttered in his heart it was too late; it was so voice-like it made him
start, it was as if some one spoke. He sat down on his comfortless bed,
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