Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
Then from out of that still and unearthly night, there crept upon
Stephen an unearthly longing. A longing that was not any more of the
body but rather of the weary and homesick spirit that endured the chains
of that body. And when she must drive past the gates of Morton, the
longing within her seemed beyond all bearing, for she wanted to lift the
sleeping woman in her arms and carry her in through those gates; and
carry her in through the heavy white door; and carry her up the wide,
shallow staircase, and lay her down on her own bed, still sleeping, but
safe in the good care of Morton.
Angela suddenly opened her eyes: ‘Where am I?’ she muttered, stupid with
sleep. Then after a moment her eyes filled with tears, and there she sat
all huddled up, crying.
Stephen said gently: ‘It’s all right, don’t cry.’
But Angela went on crying.
CHAPTER 26
1
Like a river that has gradually risen to flood, until it sweeps
everything before it, so now events rose and gathered in strength
towards their inevitable conclusion. At the end of May Ralph must go to
his mother, who was said to be dying at her house in Brighton. With all
his faults he had been a good son, and the redness of his eyes was
indeed from real tears as he kissed his wife good-bye at the station, on
his way to his dying mother. The next morning he wired that his mother
was dead, but that he could not get home for a couple of weeks. As it
happened, he gave the actual day and hour of his return, so that Angela
knew it.
The relief of his unexpectedly long absence went to Stephen’s head; she
grew much more exacting, suggesting all sorts of intimate plans.
Supposing they went for a few days to London? Supposing they motored to
Symond’s Yat and stayed at the little hotel by the river? They might
even push on to Abergavenny and from there motor up and explore the
Black Mountains—why not? It was glorious weather.
‘Angela, please come away with me, darling—just for a few days—we’ve
never done it, and I’ve longed to so often. You can’t refuse, there’s
nothing on earth to prevent your coming.’
But Angela would not make up her mind, she seemed suddenly anxious about
her husband: ‘Poor devil, he was awfully fond of his mother. I oughtn’t
to go, it would look so heartless with the old woman dead and Ralph so
unhappy—’
Stephen said bitterly; ‘What about me? Do you think I’m never unhappy?’
So the time slipped by in heartaches and quarrels, for Stephen’s taut
nerves were like spurs to her temper, and she stormed or reproached in
her dire disappointment:
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