Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
But after a while she began to fancy that Valérie’s eyes had become
appraising. They were weighing her up and secretly approving the result,
she fancied. A slow anger possessed her. Valérie Seymour was secretly
approving, not because her guest was a decent human being with a will to
work, with a well-trained brain, with what might some day become a fine
talent, but rather because she was seeing before her all the outward
stigmata of the abnormal—verily the wounds of One nailed to a
cross—that was why Valérie sat there approving.
And then, as though these bitter thoughts had reached her, Valérie
suddenly smiled at Stephen. Turning her back on the chattering Brockett,
she started to talk to her guest quite gravely about her work, about
books in general, about life in general; and as she did so Stephen began
to understand better the charm that many had found in this woman; a
charm that lay less in physical attraction than in a great courtesy and
understanding, a great will to please, a great impulse towards beauty in
all its forms—yes, therein lay her charm. And as they talked on it
dawned upon Stephen that here was no mere libertine in love’s garden,
but rather a creature born out of her epoch, a pagan chained to an age
that was Christian, one who would surely say with Pierre Louÿs: ‘Le
monde moderne succombe sous un envahissement de laideur.’ And she
thought that she discerned in those luminous eyes, the pale yet ardent
light of the fanatic.
Presently Valérie Seymour asked her how long she would be remaining in
Paris.
And Stephen answered: ‘I’m going to live here,’ feeling surprised at the
words as she said them, for not until now had she made this decision.
Valérie seemed pleased: ‘If you want a house, I know of one in the Rue
Jacob; it’s a tumbledown place, but it’s got a fine garden. Why not go
and see it? You might go to-morrow. Of course you’ll have to live on
this side, the Rive Gauche is the only possible Paris.’
‘I should like to see the old house,’ said Stephen.
So Valérie went to the telephone there and then and proceeded to call up
the landlord. The appointment was made for eleven the next morning.
‘It’s rather a sad old house,’ she warned, ‘no one has troubled to make
it a home for some time, but you’ll alter all that if you take it,
because I suppose you’ll make it your home.’
Stephen flushed: ‘My home’s in England,’ she said quickly, for her
thoughts had instantly flown back to Morton.
But Valérie answered: ‘One may have two homes—many homes. Be courteous
to our lovely Paris and give it the privilege of being your second
home—it will feel very honoured, Miss Gordon.’ She sometimes made
little ceremonious speeches like this, and coming from her, they sounded
strangely old-fashioned.
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