Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
Buisson had been very rude at first: ‘Hideous, affreux, horriblement
English!’ he had shouted, quite outraged by Stephen’s style. All the
same he took a great interest in her. ‘You write books; what a pity! I
could make you a fine fencer. You have the man’s muscles, and the long,
graceful lunge when you do not remember that you are a Briton and
become—what you say? ah, mais oui, self-conscious. I wish that I had
find you out sooner—however, your muscles are young still, pliant.’ And
one day he said: ‘Let me feel the muscles,’ then proceeded to pass his
hand down her thighs and across her strong loins: ‘Tiens, tiens!’ he
murmured.
After this he would sometimes look at her gravely with a puzzled
expression; but she did not resent him, nor his rudeness, nor his
technical interest in her muscles. Indeed, she liked the cross little
man with his bristling black beard and his peppery temper, and when he
remarked à propos of nothing: ‘We are all great imbeciles about nature.
We make our own rules and call them la nature; we say she do this, she
do that—imbeciles! She do what she please and then make the long nose.’
Stephen felt neither shy nor resentful.
These lessons were a great relaxation from work, and thanks to them her
health grew much better. Her body, accustomed to severe exercise, had
resented the sedentary life in London. Now, however, she began to take
care of her health, walking for a couple of hours in the Bois every day,
or exploring the tall, narrow streets that lay near her home in the
Quarter. The sky would look bright at the end of such streets by
contrast, as though it were seen through a tunnel. Sometimes she would
stand gazing into the shops of the wider and more prosperous Rue des
Saints Pères; the old furniture shops; the crucifix shop with its dozens
of crucified Christs in the window—so many crucified ivory Christs! She
would think that one must surely exist for every sin committed in Paris.
Or perhaps she would make her way over the river, crossing by the Pont
des Arts. And one morning, arrived at the Rue des Petits Champs, what
must she suddenly do but discover the Passage Choiseul, by just stepping
inside for shelter, because it had started raining.
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