Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
Puddle put a firm little hand over hers: ‘I wouldn’t be too sure of
that, this war may give your sort of woman her chance. I think you may
find that they’ll need you, Stephen.’
3
There were no farewells to be said in Paris except those to Buisson and
Mademoiselle Duphot.
Mademoiselle Duphot shed a few tears: ‘I find you only to lose you,
Stévenne. Ah, but how many friends will be parted, perhaps for ever, by
this terrible war—and yet what else could we do? We are blameless!’
In Berlin people were also saying: ‘What else could we do? We are
blameless!’
Julie’s hand lingered on Stephen’s arm: ‘You feel so strong,’ she said,
sighing a little, ‘it is good to be strong and courageous these days,
and to have one’s eyes—alas, I am quite useless.’
‘No one is useless who can pray, my sister,’ reproved Mademoiselle
almost sternly.
And indeed there were many who thought as she did, the churches were
crowded all over France. A great wave of piety swept through Paris,
filling the dark confessional boxes, so that the priests had now some
ado to cope with such shoals of penitent people—the more so as every
priest fit to fight had been summoned to join the army. Up at Montmartre
the church of the Sacré Cœur echoed and re-echoed with the prayers of
the faithful, while those prayers that were whispered with tears in
secret, hung like invisible clouds round its altars.
‘Save us, most Sacred Heart of Jesus. Have pity upon us, have pity upon
France. Save us, oh, Heart of Jesus!’
So all day long must the priests sit and hear the time-honoured sins of
body and spirit; a monotonous hearing because of its sameness, since
nothing is really new under the sun, least of all our manner of sinning.
Men who had not been to Mass for years, now began to remember their
first Communion; thus it was that many a hardy blasphemer, grown
suddenly tongue-tied and rather sheepish, clumped up to the altar in his
new army boots, having made an embarrassed confession.
Young clericals changed into uniform and marched side by side with the
roughest Poilus, to share in their hardships, their hopes, their
terrors, their deeds of supremest valour. Old men bowed their heads and
gave of the strength which no longer animated their bodies, gave of that
strength through the bodies of their sons who would charge into battle
shouting and singing. Women of all ages knelt down and prayed, since
prayer has long been the refuge of women. ‘No one is useless who can
pray, my sister.’ The women of France had spoken through the lips of the
humble Mademoiselle Duphot.
Stephen and Puddle said good-bye to the sisters, then went on to
Buisson’s Academy of Fencing, where they found him engaged upon greasing
his foils.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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