Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
Puddle’s prophecy proved to have been correct, work was very soon
forthcoming for Stephen. She joined The London Ambulance Column, which
was well under way by that autumn; and presently Puddle herself got a
job in one of the Government departments. She and Stephen had taken a
small service flat in Victoria, and here they would meet when released
from their hours of duty. But Stephen was obsessed by her one idea,
which was, willy-nilly, to get out to the front, and many and varied
were the plans and discussions that were listened to by the sympathetic
Puddle. An ambulance had managed to slip over to Belgium for a while and
had done some very fine service. Stephen had hit on a similar idea, but
in her case the influence required had been lacking. In vain did she
offer to form a Unit at her own expense; the reply was polite but always
the same, a monotonous reply: England did not send women to the front
line trenches. She disliked the idea of joining the throng who tormented
the patient passport officials with demands to be sent out to France at
once, on no matter how insufficient a pretext. What was the use of her
going to France unless she could find there the work that she wanted?
She preferred to stick to her job in England.
And now quite often while she waited at the stations for the wounded,
she would see unmistakable figures—unmistakable to her they would be at
first sight, she would single them out of the crowd as by instinct. For
as though gaining courage from the terror that is war, many a one who
was even as Stephen, had crept out of her hole and come into the
daylight, come into the daylight and faced her country: ‘Well, here I
am, will you take me or leave me?’ And England had taken her, asking no
questions—she was strong and efficient, she could fill a man’s place,
she could organize too, given scope for her talent. England had said:
‘Thank you very much. You’re just what we happen to want . . . at the
moment.’
So, side by side with more fortunate women, worked Miss Smith who had
been breeding dogs in the country; or Miss Oliphant who had been
breeding nothing since birth but a litter of hefty complexes; or Miss
Tring who had lived with a very dear friend in the humbler purlieus of
Chelsea. One great weakness they all had, it must be admitted, and this
was for uniforms—yet why not? The good workman is worthy of his Sam
Browne belt. And then too, their nerves were not at all weak, their
pulses beat placidly through the worst air raids, for bombs do not
trouble the nerves of the invert, but rather that terrible silent
bombardment from the batteries of God’s good people.
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