Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
In a field on the right worked three very old women; they were hoeing
with a diligent and fatalistic patience. At any moment a stray shell
might burst and then, presto! little left of the very old women. But
what will you? There is war—there has been war so long—one must eat,
even under the noses of the Germans; the bon Dieu knows this, He alone
can protect—so meanwhile one just goes on diligently hoeing. A
blackbird was singing to himself in a tree, the tree was horribly maimed
and blasted; all the same he had known it the previous spring and so
now, in spite of its wounds, he had found it. Came a sudden lull when
they heard him distinctly.
And Mary saw him: ‘Look,’ she said, ‘there’s a blackbird!’ Just for a
moment she forgot about war.
Yet Stephen could now very seldom forget, and this was because of the
girl at her side. A queer, tight feeling would come round her heart, she
would know the fear that can go hand in hand with personal courage, the
fear for another.
But now she looked down for a moment and smiled: ‘Bless that blackbird
for letting you see him, Mary.’ She knew that Mary loved little, wild
birds, that indeed she loved all the humbler creatures.
They turned into a lane and were comparatively safe, but the roar of the
guns had grown much more insistent. They must be nearing the Poste de
Secours, so they spoke very little because of those guns, and after a
while because of the wounded.
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The Poste de Secours was a ruined auberge at the cross-roads, about
fifty yards behind the trenches. From what had once been its spacious
cellar, they were hurriedly carrying up the wounded, maimed and mangled
creatures who, a few hours ago, had been young and vigorous men. None
too gently the stretchers were lowered to the ground beside the two
waiting ambulances—none too gently because there were so many of them,
and because there must come a time in all wars when custom stales even
compassion.
The wounded were patient and fatalistic, like the very old women back in
the field. The only difference between them being that the men had
themselves become as a field laid bare to a ruthless and bloody hoeing.
Some of them had not even a blanket to protect them from the biting cold
of the wind. A Poilu with a mighty wound in the belly, must lie with the
blood congealing on the bandage. Next to him lay a man with his face
half blown away, who, God alone knew why, remained conscious. The
abdominal case was the first to be handled, Stephen herself helped to
lift his stretcher. He was probably dying, but he did not complain
except inasmuch as he wanted his mother. The voice that emerged from his
coarse, bearded throat was the voice of a child demanding its mother.
The man with the terrible face tried to speak, but when he did so the
sound was not human. His bandage had slipped a little to one side, so
that Stephen must step between him and Mary, and hastily readjust the
bandage.
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