Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
An orphan from the days of her earliest childhood, Mary had lived with a
married cousin in the wilds of Wales; an unwanted member of a none too
prosperous household. She had little education beyond that obtained from
a small private school in a neighbouring village. She knew nothing of
life or of men and women; and even less did she know of herself, of her
ardent, courageous, impulsive nature. Thanks to the fact that her cousin
was a doctor, forced to motor over a widely spread practice, she had
learnt to drive and look after his car by filling the post of an unpaid
chauffeur—she was, in her small way, a good mechanic. But the war had
made her much less contented with her narrow life, and although at its
outbreak Mary had been not quite eighteen, she had felt a great longing
to be independent, in which she had met with no opposition. However, a
Welsh village is no field for endeavour, and thus nothing had happened
until by a fluke she had suddenly heard of the Breakspeare Unit via the
local parson, an old friend of its founder—he himself had written to
recommend Mary. And so, straight from the quiet seclusion of Wales, this
girl had managed the complicated journey that had finally got her over
to France, then across a war-ravaged, dislocated country. Mary was
neither so frail nor so timid as Mrs. Breakspeare had thought her.
Stephen had felt rather bored just at first at the prospect of teaching
the new member her duties, but after a while it came to pass that she
missed the girl when she was not with her. And after a while she would
find herself observing the way Mary’s hair grew, low on the forehead,
the wide setting of her slightly oblique grey eyes, the abrupt sweep
back of their heavy lashes; and these things would move Stephen, so that
she must touch the girl’s hair for a moment with her fingers. Fate was
throwing them continually together, in moments of rest as in moments of
danger; they could not have escaped this even had they wished to, and
indeed they did not wish to escape it. They were pawns in the ruthless
and complicated game of existence, moved hither and thither on the board
by an unseen hand, yet moved side by side, so that they grew to expect
each other.
‘Mary, are you there?’
A superfluous question—the reply would be always the same.
‘I’m here, Stephen.’
Sometimes Mary would talk of her plans for the future while Stephen
listened, smiling as she did so.
‘I’ll go into an office, I want to be free.’
‘You’re so little, you’d get mislaid in an office.’
‘I’m five foot five!’
‘Are you really, Mary? You feel little, somehow.’
‘That’s because you’re so tall. I do wish I could grow a bit!’
‘No, don’t wish that, you’re all right as you are—it’s you, Mary.’
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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