Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
Stephen as she drove through that devastated country would find herself
thinking of Martin Hallam—Martin who had touched the old thorns on the
hills with such respectful and pitiful fingers: ‘Have you ever thought
about the enormous courage of trees? I have and it seems to me amazing.
The Lord dumps them down and they’ve just got to stick it, no matter
what happens—that must need some courage.’ Martin had believed in a
heaven for trees, a forest heaven for all the faithful; and looking at
those pitiful, leafy corpses, Stephen would want to believe in that
heaven. Until lately she had not thought of Martin for years, he
belonged to a past that was better forgotten, but now she would
sometimes wonder about him. Perhaps he was dead, smitten down where he
stood, for many had perished where they stood, like the orchards. It was
strange to think that he might have been here in France, have been
fighting and have died quite near her. But perhaps he had not been
killed after all—she had never told Mary about Martin Hallam.
All roads of thought seemed to lead back to Mary; and these days, in
addition to fears for her safety, came a growing distress at what she
must see—far more terrible sights than the patient wounded. For
everywhere now lay the wreckage of war, sea-wrack spued up by a
poisonous ocean—putrefying, festering in the sun; breeding corruption
to man’s seed of folly. Twice lately, while they had been driving
together, they had come upon sights that Stephen would have spared her.
There had been that shattered German gun-carriage with its stiff, dead
horses and its three dead gunners—horrible death, the men’s faces had
been black like the faces of negroes, black and swollen from gas, or was
it from putrefaction? There had been the deserted and wounded charger
with its fore-leg hanging as though by a rag. Near by had been lying a
dead young Uhlan, and Stephen had shot the beast with his revolver, but
Mary had suddenly started sobbing: ‘Oh, God! Oh, God! It was dumb—it
couldn’t speak. It’s so awful somehow to see a thing suffer when it
can’t ask you why!’ She had sobbed a long time, and Stephen had not
known how to console her.
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