Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
That autumn they saw a good deal of the Masseys, who had taken their
usual suite at the Ritz, and who often asked Mary and Stephen to
luncheon. Lady Massey, Agnes and Colonel Fitzmaurice, a pleasant enough
man, came and dined several times at the quiet old house in the Rue
Jacob, and those evenings were always exceedingly friendly, Stephen
talking of books with Colonel Fitzmaurice, while Lady Massey enlarged
upon Branscombe and her plans for the coming Christmas party. Sometimes
Stephen and Mary sent flowers to the Ritz, hothouse plants or a large
box of special roses—Lady Massey liked to have her rooms full of
flowers sent by friends, it increased her sense of importance. By return
would come loving letters of thanks; she would write: ‘I do thank my two
very dear children.’
In November she and Agnes returned to England, but the friendship was
kept up by correspondence, for Lady Massey was prolific with her pen,
indeed she was never more happy than when writing. And now Mary bought
the new evening dresses, and she dragged Stephen off to choose some new
ties. As the visit to Branscombe Court drew near it was seldom out of
their thoughts for a moment—to Stephen it appeared like the first
fruits of toil; to Mary like the gateway into an existence that must be
very safe and reassuring.
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Stephen never knew what enemy had prepared the blow that was struck by
Lady Massey. Perhaps it had been Colonel Fitzmaurice who might all the
time have been hiding his suspicions; he must certainly have known a
good deal about Stephen—he had friends who lived in the vicinity of
Morton. Perhaps it had merely been unkind gossip connected with Brockett
or Valérie Seymour, with the people whom Mary and Stephen knew,
although, as it happened, Lady Massey had not met them. But after all,
it mattered so little; what did it matter how the thing had come about?
By comparison with the insult itself, its origin seemed very
unimportant.
It was in December that the letter arrived, just a week before they were
leaving for England. A long, rambling, pitifully tactless letter, full
of awkward and deeply wounding excuses:
‘If I hadn’t grown so fond of you both,’ wrote Lady Massey, ‘this would
be much less painful—as it is the whole thing has made me quite ill,
but I must consider my position in the county. You see, the county looks
to me for a lead—above all I must consider my daughter. The rumours
that have reached me about you and Mary—certain things that I don’t
want to enter into—have simply forced me to break off our friendship
and to say that I must ask you not to come here for Christmas. Of course
a woman of my position with all eyes upon her has to be extra careful.
It’s too terribly upsetting and sad for me; if I hadn’t been so fond of
you both—but you know how attached I had grown to Mary . . .’ and so it
went on; a kind of wail full of self-importance combined with self-pity.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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