Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
Sir Philip looked older now than his age, and seeing this, Anna could
scarcely endure it. Everything in her cried out in rebellion so that she
wanted to thrust back the years, to hold them at bay with her own weak
body. Had the years been an army of naked swords she would gladly have
held them at bay with her body. He would constantly now remain in his
study right into the early hours of the morning. This habit of his had
been growing on him lately, and Anna, waking to find herself alone, and
feeling uneasy would steal down to listen. Backwards and forwards,
backwards and forwards! She would hear his desolate sounding footsteps.
Why was he pacing backwards and forwards, and why was she always afraid
to ask him? Why was the hand she stretched out to the door always
fearful when it came to turning the handle? Oh, but it was strong, this
thing that stood between them, strong with the strength of their united
bodies. It had drawn its own life from their youth, their passion, from
the splendid and purposeful meaning of their passion—that was how it
had leapt full of power into life, and now it had thrust in between
them. They were ageing, they had little left but their loving—that
gentler loving, perhaps the more perfect—and their faith in each other,
which was part of that loving, and their peace, which was part of the
peace of Morton. Backwards and forwards, backwards and forwards! Those
incessant and desolate sounding footsteps. Peace? There was surely no
peace in that study, but rather some affliction, menacing, prophetic!
Yet prophetic of what? She dared not ask him, she dared not so much as
turn the door-handle, a haunting premonition of disaster would make her
creep away with her question unasked.
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