Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
On New Year’s Eve Mrs. Antrim gave a dance in order, or so she said, to
please Violet, who was still rather young to attend the hunt balls, but
who dearly loved gaiety, especially dancing. Violet was plump, pert and
adolescent, and had lately insisted on putting her hair up. She liked
men, who in consequence always liked her, for like begets like when it
comes to the sexes, and Violet was full of what people call: ‘allure,’
or in simpler language, of sexual attraction. Roger was home for
Christmas from Sandiest, so that he would be there to assist his mother.
He was now nearly twenty, a good-looking youth with a tiny moustache
which he tentatively fingered. He assumed the grand air of the man of
the world who has actually weathered about nineteen summers. He was
hoping to join his regiment quite soon, which greatly augmented his
self-importance.
Could Mrs. Antrim have ignored Stephen Gordon’s existence, she would
almost certainly have done so. She disliked the girl; she had always
disliked her; what she called Stephen’s ‘queerness’ aroused her
suspicion—she was never quite clear as to what she suspected, but felt
sure that it must be something outlandish: ‘A young woman of her age to
ride like a man, I call it preposterous!’ declared Mrs. Antrim.
It can safely be said that Stephen at eighteen had in no way outgrown
her dread of the Antrims; there was only one member of that family who
liked her, she knew, and that was the small, hen-pecked Colonel. He
liked her because, a fine horseman himself, he admired her skill and her
courage out hunting.
‘It’s a pity she’s so tall, of course—’ he would grumble, ‘but she does
know a horse and how to stick on one. Now my children might have been
brought up at Margate, they’re just about fitted to ride the beach
donkeys!’
But Colonel Antrim would not count at the dance; indeed in his own house
he very seldom counted. Stephen would have to endure Mrs. Antrim and
Violet—and then Roger was home from Sandiest. Their antagonism had
never quite died, perhaps because it was too fundamental. Now they
covered it up with a cloak of good manners, but these two were still
enemies at heart, and they knew it. No, Stephen did not want to go to
that dance, though she went in order to please her mother. Nervous,
awkward and apprehensive, Stephen arrived at the Antrims that night,
little thinking that Fate, the most expert of tricksters, was waiting to
catch her just round the corner. Yet so it was, for during that evening
Stephen met Martin and Martin met Stephen, and their meeting was great
with portent for them both, though neither of them could know it.
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