Lesbians -- England -- Social conditions -- Fiction
The strange thing was that she understood her neighbours in a way, and
was therefore too just to condemn them; indeed had nature been less
daring with her, she might well have become very much what they were—a
breeder of children, an upholder of home, a careful and diligent steward
of pastures. There was little of the true pioneer about Stephen, in
spite of her erstwhile longing for the forests. She belonged to the soil
and the fruitfulness of Morton, to its pastures and paddocks, to its
farms and its cattle, to its quiet and gentlemanly ordered traditions,
to the dignity and pride of its old red brick house, that was yet
without ostentation. To these things she belonged and would always
belong by right of those past generations of Gordons whose thoughts had
fashioned the comeliness of Morton, whose bodies had gone to the making
of Stephen. Yes, she was of them, those bygone people; they might spurn
her—the lusty breeders of sons that they had been—they might even look
down from Heaven with raised eyebrows, and say: ‘We utterly refuse to
acknowledge this curious creature called Stephen.’ But for all that they
could not drain her of blood, and her blood was theirs also, so that do
what they would they could never completely rid themselves of her nor
she of them—they were one in their blood.
But Sir Philip, that other descendant of theirs, found little excuse for
his critical neighbours. Because he loved much he must equally suffer,
consuming himself at times with resentment. And now when he and Stephen
were out hunting he would be on his guard, very anxious and watchful
lest any small incident should occur to distress her, lest at any time
she should find herself lonely. When hounds checked and the field
collected together, he would make little jokes to amuse his daughter, he
would rack his brain for these poor little jokes, in order that people
should see Stephen laughing.
Sometimes he would whisper: ‘Let ’em have it hot, Stephen, that
youngster you’re on loves a good bit of timber—don’t mind me, I know
you won’t damage his knees, just you give ’em a lead and let’s see if
they’ll catch you!’ And because it was seldom indeed that they caught
her, his sore heart would know a fleeting contentment.
Yet people begrudged her even this triumph, pointing out that the girl
was magnificently mounted: ‘Anyone could get there on that sort of
horse,’ they would murmur, when Stephen was out of hearing.
But small Colonel Antrim, who was not always kind, would retort if he
heard them: ‘Damn it, _no_, it’s the riding. The girl rides, that’s the
point; as for some of you others—’ And then he would let loose a flood
of foul language. ‘If some bloody fools that I know rode like Stephen,
we’d have bloody well less to pay to the farmers,’ and much more he
would say to the same effect, with rich oaths interlarding his every
sentence—the foulest-mouthed master in the whole British Isles he was
said to be, this small Colonel Antrim.
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