The Wellfields: A novel. Vol. 1 of 3Fothergill, Jessie
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The Wellfields: A novel. Vol. 1 of 3
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
That was a pleasant meal, despite the cloud which hung over them,
despite the unwelcome nature of Jerome’s errand to Manchester. It was a
pleasant, and almost merry meal; and yet a nervous one, as the minutes
flew relentlessly by, and the time for departure approached more
inevitably.
‘I must see your atelier before I go. I came here on purpose, you
know,’ said Jerome; ‘and we must go now,’ he added, looking at his
watch, ‘for my time is short.’
They were alone in the studio. It was light, but sunless, for it faced
north. It was bare, and yet furnished, like all studios. Two or three
easels stood about—a number of unfinished canvases—some of the
plaster masks and casts known as ‘gyps;’ and on a pedestal, a great jar
of the blue and grey pottery they make about Coblenz, full of roses.
Jerome saw them. ‘I must have one of these,’ said he, turning the jar
round. ‘Here is one—this Gloire de Dijon—more than a bud, but not
yet fully blown. That is when a rose is more beautiful than at any
other time. It is just like you,’ he added, drawing it from the jar,
and shaking the water from it. ‘And now, Sara, what of the future?’ he
added, drawing her to him. ‘Why do you always look at me as if you were
half-afraid of me?’ he added, gazing down into her fascinated eyes.
‘Avice never does. Yours is not “perfect love” if it has not cast out
fear.’
‘Avice—you will never have the same rights over Avice that you have
already over me,’ she replied, tremulously.
Jerome smiled. The sensation he felt was not one of displeasure.
How rapidly his nature had developed during the last six weeks, he
little knew. His former cool indifference to most women had passed
into passionate love for one—he did know that. What he did not know
was that his love was of the masterful kind, not only delighting to
inspire devotion, but loving to subdue. He had said, ‘Why do you look
half-afraid of me?’ in an almost reproachful tone, but in his own
mind he did not reproach her with that shade of fear, or anxiety, or
whatever it might be. He did not understand the weight and the force
of her nature. He measured what was not shown of it by what was—her
utmost capacities by the devotion and humility of her love for him.
He knew from a thousand signs and tokens that she was proud to an
exceeding degree, and sometimes imperious. The knowledge that he had
tamed her, and the deprecating look which told him that here he was
supreme, was sweet—boundlessly sweet. He would have given worlds
for a week to spare here—a week in which to inhale these fumes of
sweet-smelling incense.
‘What claims have I over you, that I have not over my sister?’ he
asked, smiling still, looking down into her troubled grey eyes with the
look which had haunted her ever since the first time she had met it.
‘Legally, I have far fewer claims, for until Avice is of age, she is
as much in my power as if I were her father; whereas you——’
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