The Wellfields: A novel. Vol. 1 of 3Fothergill, Jessie
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The Wellfields: A novel. Vol. 1 of 3
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
Much unpublished as well as published rubbish is written every year,
and Nita Bolton’s journal was not an exception to the rule that most
young ladies’ journals are not worth the time that is spent upon them.
Her cousin John having discovered once by accident that Nita kept a
journal, had ever since oppressed her at intervals with cruel remarks
upon it, questions as to what she had written about, insinuating
inquiries, ‘Did you mention how agreeable I made myself the other
night?’ and so on.
Mr. Bolton had laughed a little when he heard about it, and had said:
‘She’s dull. Girls must have some outlet for their feelings. It’s
better to sentimentalise in a diary than with a curate. I’d rather she
sat up late scribbling, than rose at cockcrow to get cold at “early
celebrations,” and all that rubbish—eh, Jack?’
To which ‘Jack’ always and devoutly yielded his assent.
Nita, on this particular occasion, had more and darker reflections to
make than usual, upon the dark and tortuous ways of ‘Destiny.’ Such
effusions might be the result of a mere surface feeling, or they might
be the indications of some deeper, more tragic emotion. Who was to say?
Nita herself less than anyone.
‘I never,’ she wrote, ‘_never_ before saw, or imagined anyone in the
least like him. It was like seeing a new kind of creature.’
Then there was a long pause, as she laid her pen down, folded her
hands, and pondered. Then she took up her pen again and wrote:
‘He may well look sad and melancholy, and gaze sorrowfully on the scene
around him. He may well look long and gravely at _me_ when he speaks
to me. Only quite a short time ago, he supposed himself the heir to
all this place, and now he is dispossessed, and it is _I_ who shall
sometime have it! What romances there are in the world, far wilder
romances than one reads of in books. How will it all end? What hand has
brought us together in this strange manner—I and he, of all persons
in the world? This is indeed one of those dark mazes of life through
which one must wander on trust—one can _know_ nothing.’
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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