The Wellfields: A novel. Vol. 2 of 3Fothergill, Jessie
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The Wellfields: A novel. Vol. 2 of 3
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
The travellers were to arrive at Wellfield late on the afternoon of
the following day. Ellen was to have one night’s rest, and to return
on the following day to Elberthal, so that Sara could not expect to
see her until the third evening after the day of departure. It is best
not to go into the history of those days—those three nights and four
days which Sara spent by herself. It is enough, that as each day went
by, and brought neither word nor sign from Wellfield, she felt her
heart wither and die within her. Hope was quenched. She did not hope
for Ellen’s return, but she looked to it for information: Ellen would
perhaps have made some observation, would have learnt something as to
the reason of all this strange mystery, which, while it lasted, so
bewildered her that she scarce knew whether she was in her sane mind or
out of it. She scarcely hoped for an explanation; she did not see how
the case admitted of one, but she waited—waited with a forced patience,
a false quiet, which forced her to put an almost unbearable strain
upon her nerves, and which consumed her like a fever. She would not
reproach; she would not accuse; she would wait, wait, wait, she said to
herself, a hundred times, and this waiting was eating out her heart,
while her pride was humbled to the dust.
On the second afternoon, Rudolf Falkenberg called. He started when he
saw her.
‘Miss Ford! You are ill. What is the matter?’
‘I am not ill, only a little headachy and nervous. I want to see Ellen,
and hear that Avice has arrived at home.’
His heart was wrung, but he could not say more; he saw from her manner
that she was in no mood for conversation, friendly or otherwise.
He went away with a sense of deep depression hanging over him; a
disagreeable _Ahndung_, as if some thunder-storm lurked in the
atmosphere, ready to burst upon and annihilate all around.
On that fourth day—the day of Ellen’s return, Sara verily thought once
or twice that she was going mad. The horrible strain and tension; the
dead, unbroken silence, suspense, waiting; the horrible conviction,
which yet she could not prove without this eternity of waiting, that
she was being slighted, insulted, betrayed; it formed altogether an
ordeal more scorching than any of which her philosophy had hitherto
even surmised the existence.
At length, in the evening, she heard a step on the stair; the door was
opened, and Ellen entered, looking utterly broken-down and exhausted.
‘Ellen!’ she exclaimed, starting up, and fixing dilated eyes upon her;
‘are you ill?’
‘I’m not very well. Excuse my sitting down, Miss Sara. I can stand no
more. I’m not a good traveller, you know, especially by sea.’
‘Poor old Ellen! I’ll get you some wine. Loose your shawl and your
bonnet-strings. Did you get a rest at Wellfield? Did you stay all
night?’
‘Yes, ma’am; I stayed all night. I might have stayed longer if I’d
chosen to. Miss Wellfield begged me to remain another day.’
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