Black Hills (S.D. and Wyo.) -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction; Frontier and pioneer life -- United States -- Fiction
These clear, sunshiny, healthy days tanned Molly's skin to a golden
brown, brightened her eye and her smile, and filled her strong young
body with abounding health and vitality. Even her evenings did not in
any way cloud her spirits. They were of bad influence, but why should
she know that? She was a delicious little animal, keen, shrewd, of
good impulses, though her moral nature was quite untrained. She
possessed instincts--strong instincts--which seemed arbitrarily to
place a limit beyond which she did not dream of going; but that, she
thought, was because she did not care to go. The question of right or
wrong, consciously chosen, never entered her calculations. Her only
standard was her desire--and, perhaps a little, what Graham would think
of her--but she did not bother her head one way or the other. She was
happy, and was doing nothing she regretted. That was enough.
And yet the evenings were not good--not good at all. They were bound
to exercise a certain deleterious influence.
By habit, Molly spent her time after dark on a corner of the bar at the
Little Nugget saloon. There she received attention. The peculiarity
of her position lay in the fact that her good comradeship had
dissipated constraint. The men talked and drank and gambled about as
usual. It must be repeated that the girl was in no sense a romantic
"idol of the camp." The miners would have been well enough pleased if
she had drunk her whiskey with them as freely as they did with each
other. As she did not, they merely put the fact down to personal
idiosyncrasy, like Dave Williams' horror of cooked rabbit. Rough men
do not demand the finer virtues, and she was treated to the reverse
side of this idea. She saw what men call life. She learned the game
of faro and how men act who have won or lost at it. She gained a
knowledge of the strength of whiskey and what men say who have drunk of
it. She heard loose speech; she saw loose conduct. All this is not
nice for a young girl.
The men felt especially drawn to her because she smoked paper
cigarettes gracefully. About ten o'clock she went to bed.
These few days, between her first triumphant arrival and her
establishment in her new cabin, were the most care-free and happy of
her stay at Copper Creek. She lived thoughtlessly, conducting herself
exactly as she pleased, entertaining no regrets, conscious of no sense
of wrongdoing, and therefore of no sense of guilt. Then a little
incident stirred into wakefulness that fine-wrought conscience which is
an element of so many natures that draw their life from New England.
XX
THE EATING OF THE APPLE
One morning Molly found herself awakened very early by the sound of
whistling just outside. She opened her eyes to discover Peter, who had
occupied one end of the wagon, sitting, head and ears up, listening to
the same sound. The whistling was young, tuneless. Finally she peered
through the crack in the canvas.
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