Black Hills (S.D. and Wyo.) -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction; Frontier and pioneer life -- United States -- Fiction
The morning when the hunting party had so unhappily terminated on the
slope of Tom Custer, proved to be the turning point in Molly's
relations with the camp.
The Kid forgave her in two hours, but her troubled conscience would not
let her forgive herself. Therefore she was irritated with the Kid.
Therefore her old innocent joyful trips into the hills in his company
suddenly came to an end. That is good psychology; not good sense.
With the first realization of evil, slight though it was, her moral
nature began the inevitable two-sided argument. She was no longer
naïve, but responsible. As a consequence her old careless, thoughtless
manner of life completely changed. In the beginning she had come full
of confidence to subdue a camp. Speedily she had discovered that it
was not worth the trouble, and that she infinitely preferred to play
out in the open with the winds and sunshine and the diverse influences
of nature. Now a subtle, quite unrealized sense of unworthiness, drove
her back to a desire for human sympathy, the personal relation. This
personal relation took the outward form of an entanglement with
Cheyenne Harry, complicated by her intellectual admiration of Graham.
From the first, Cheyenne Harry had possessed for her a certain
fascination which had distinguished him from the rest of the men by
whom she was surrounded. It had dated from the evening when he had
kissed her. At the time he had been shown his place swiftly and
decisively enough, but it was a forceful deed, such as women like, and
its impression had remained. Besides this, Molly's spirit was
independent; she respected independence in others; and he, with the
exception of Graham, was now the only man in camp who was to some
slight extent indifferent. He showed frankly enough, with the rest,
that he liked her company and her good opinion; and yet he showed, too,
that if her presence and regard were not freely offered as he demanded
them, he could wait, secure in their ultimate possession.
At first this fascination had been weak and unimportant. Now, however,
it rapidly took the ascendancy over everything else. The mere chance
that its influence had been the one first to touch the girl's moral
nature counted for much; as did, curiously enough, the fact that, in
her relations with Cheyenne Harry, Molly always felt a little guilty.
She resented her imperceptible retrogression, and the resentment took
the reckless form of a desire to go a step further. This was mainly
because she did not understand herself. She had done nothing wrong, as
she saw it; and yet They had put this heavy uneasy feeling into her
heart. Very well! If They, the mysterious unthoughtout They, were
bound to make her unhappy without her fault, she would enjoy the sweets
as well as the bitter of it!
Harry had such a way of forcing her to act against her conscience.
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