Black Hills (S.D. and Wyo.) -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction; Frontier and pioneer life -- United States -- Fiction
She sat down again and tried desperately to regain her confidence of a
few moments before, but it would not come. She was angry and insulted,
and she was vexed at herself that she could not throw off the
uneasiness which lay behind these emotions; but she could not. It grew
on her as her nervousness increased. She sat staring straight before
her into the dark, clasping and unclasping her hands, and striving with
all the earnestness of which she was capable to seize and formulate the
vague fear that seemed unreasonably to weigh on her spirits. Analyze
it as she would, she could find no adequate reason for it. It was
therefore the more terrible. The dinner hour passed quite unnoticed.
The nervousness increased until she could have shrieked aloud. And
then with a sudden start she recognized it--this old formless causeless
sense of an indefinite guilt, as for something left undone; the voice,
although this she did not know, of her inherited New England conscience.
At the discovery she rebelled. She had always rebelled, and heretofore
she had succeeded in putting it down, in stifling it underneath mere
surface moods. But now the surface moods proved inadequate. The
uneasy guiltiness increased until it almost overflowed in tears. Molly
was afraid, just as a child is afraid of the dark.
She lit the lamps and looked at herself in the mirror. This must not
go on. To-night, the one night when she needed all her powers, it was
foolish to allow a whim to weaken them. She shook her head at herself
and smiled. The smile was not a success. She turned away wearily and
thrust her hands through her hair. Why had Graham taken it into his
head to bother her this one evening of all others? It was his fault.
She stamped her foot angrily. All his fault. In spite of his denial,
she believed he would be there and would set everything. The thought
stung her pride and the desire for tears left her. She would show him
just how much his advice and his fears were worth. On the impulse she
spread her white dress out on the bed, and began hastily to smooth out
the wrinkles in its pleats. After a moment she turned decisively to
the mirror, and began to take down her hair.
XXX
ANCESTRAL VOICES
Archibald Mudge, alias Frosty, dressed in a clean white apron, stood
behind the bar and surveyed his handiwork with satisfaction. It had
gone well, and for this one day his master had been in an unwontedly
good humor.
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