Americans -- Italy -- Fiction; Children of the rich -- Fiction; Love stories
‘It’s an easy enough problem if you care to work it out. I don’t care
to, any more.’
‘It’s not bad for a man,’ she said; ‘but a woman grows old so young!’
‘You need not worry over that just now. The grey hairs will not come
for some time yet.’
‘I’m not worrying,’ she laughed. ‘I was just thinking—it isn’t nice to
grow old, is it?’
‘Certainly not. It’s the great tragedy of life; and it comes to all,
Miss Marcia—to you as well as to the poorest peasant girl in Castel
Vivalanti. Life, after all, contains some justice.’
Marcia turned her back to the shining villa and looked down over the
great Campagna stretching away darkly under the stars, with here and
there the gleam of a shepherd’s fire, built to ward off the poison in
the air.
‘Things are not very just,’ she said slowly.
‘Not very,’ he agreed; ‘and one has little faith that they ever will
be—either in this world or the next.’
‘It would be comfortable, wouldn’t it, if you could only believe that
people are unfortunate as a punishment—because they deserve to be.’
‘It would be a beautiful belief, but one which you can scarcely hold in
Italy.’
‘Poor Italy!’ she sighed.
‘Ah—poor Italy!’ he echoed.
With a sudden motion he threw away his cigarette over the balustrade
and immediately lit another. Marcia watched his face in the flare of
the match. The eyes seemed deeper-set than usual, the jaw more boldly
marked, and there were nervous lines about the mouth. His face seemed
to have grown thinner in the last few weeks.
They turned away and sauntered toward the ilex grove.
‘There are, however, compensations,’ he went on presently. ‘Our poor
peasants do not have all the pleasures, but they do not have all the
pains, either. There are a great many girls in Castel Vivalanti who
will never have a birthday ball’—he glanced from the lighted villa
behind them to the glowing vista in front, the green stretch of the
ilex walk with the shimmering fountain at the end—‘whose lives will be
very bare, indeed. They will work and eat and sleep, and love and
perhaps hate, and that is all. You have many other pleasures which they
could never understand. You enjoy the _Egoist_, for instance. But
also’—he paused—‘you can suffer many things they cannot understand.
You are an individual, while they are merely human beings. Gervasio’s
stepmother married a husband, and doubtless loved him very much and
cried for him a week after he was dead. Then she married another, and
saw no difference between him and the first. She may have to work hard,
and she may be hungry sometimes, but she will escape the worst
suffering in life, which you, with all your privileges, may not escape,
Marcia.’
‘One would rather not escape it,’ she answered. ‘I should rather feel
what there is to feel.’
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