Americans -- Italy -- Fiction; Children of the rich -- Fiction; Love stories
Marcia flushed guiltily at the detection. ‘It’s for a friend of mine in
Lucca,’ she said, nodding over her shoulder to the young soldier as
they turned back toward the loggia.
Sybert laughed softly.
‘What are you laughing at?’ she asked.
‘I sent a wedding present to Lucia myself.’
They strolled to the end of the loggia and stood by the balustrade,
looking off into the hills. The fresh, dewy scents of early morning
were in the air, and all the world seemed beautiful and young. Marcia
thought of Sybert pacing up and down the dark ilex walks while the
villa slept, and of the dreadful thing he had spoken last night in that
wild moment of despair. She searched his face questioningly. There were
shadows under his eyes, the marks of last night’s vigil; but in his
eyes a steady calm. He caught the look and read her thoughts.
‘That’s all over, Marcia,’ he said quietly. ‘I’ve fought it out. You
mustn’t think of it again. I don’t very often lose control of myself,
but I did last night. Once in thirty-five years,’ he smiled, ‘a man
ought to be forgiven for being a little melodramatic.’
‘Will you—really be happy?’ she asked.
‘Marcia, America is for me, as for so many poor Italians, the promised
land. I’m going home to you.’
She shook her head sadly. ‘That—won’t be enough.’
‘It’s all I have, and it’s all I want. There’s not room in my heart for
anything but you, Marcia.’
‘Don’t say that,’ she cried. ‘That’s why I love you—because there’s
room in your heart for so many other people. America is your own
country. Let it take the place of Italy.’
He studied the Campagna, silent, a moment, while a shadow crossed his
face. He shook his head slowly and looked back with melancholy eyes.
‘I don’t know, Marcia. That may come later—but—not just now. You
can’t understand what Italy means to me. I was born here; I learned to
speak the language before I did English; all that other men feel for
their country, for their homes, I feel for Italy. And these poor,
hard-working, patient people—I’ve done them harm instead of good. Oh,
I see the truth; Italy must do for herself. The foreigners can’t help,
and I’m a foreigner like the rest.’
‘Ah, Laurence,’ she pleaded, ‘don’t you see that you’re an American,
and that nothing, nothing can stamp it out? It’s all a mistake; your
place isn’t here—it’s at home. Every man can surely do his best work
in his own country, and America needs good men. Do you remember what
you said at Uncle Howard’s dinner that last night we were in Rome? That
to be a loyal citizen of the world was the best a man could do? But you
can’t be a loyal citizen of the world unless you are first of all a
loyal citizen of your own country. America may be crude and it may have
a good many faults, but it’s our country just the same, and we ought to
love it better than any other. You do love it, don’t you? Tell me you
do. Tell me you’re glad that you’re an American.’
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