England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; English fiction -- 19th century
He had meant this visit to be of three days at most; but time slipped
by so pleasantly that a week was gone before he could resolve on
departure. Most of the mornings he spent in rambles alone,
rediscovering many a spot in the country round which had been familiar
to him as a boy, but which he had never cared to seek in his
revisitings of Greystone hitherto. One day, as he followed the windings
of a sluggish stream, he saw flowers of arrowhead, white flowers with
crimson centre, floating by the bank, and remembered that he had once
plucked them here when on a walk with his father, who held him the
while, lest he should stretch too far and fall in. To reach them now,
he lay down upon the grassy brink; and in that moment there returned to
him, with exquisite vividness, the mind, the senses, of childhood; once
more he knew the child's pleasure in contact with earth, and his hand
grasped hard at the sweet-smelling turf as though to keep hold upon the
past thus fleetingly recovered. It was gone--no doubt, for ever; a last
glimpse vouchsafed to him of life's beginning as he set his face
towards the end. Then came a thought of joy. The keen sensations which
he himself had lost were his child's inheritance. Somewhere in the
fields, this summer morning, Hughie was delighting in the scent, the
touch, of earth, young amid a world where all was new. The stereotyped
phrase about parents living again in their children became a reality
and a source of deep content. So does a man repeat the experience of
the race, and with each step onward live into the meaning of some old
word that he has but idly echoed.
On the day before he left, a letter reached him from Alma. He had felt
surprise at not hearing sooner from her; but Alma's words explained the
delay.
'I have been thinking a great deal,' she wrote, 'and I want to tell you
of my thoughts. Don't imagine they are mere fancies, the result of
ill-health. I feel all but well again, and have a perfectly clear head.
And perhaps it is better that I should write what I have to say,
instead of speaking it. In this way I oblige you to hear me out. I
don't mean that you are in the habit of interrupting me, but perhaps
you would if I began to talk as I am going to write.
'Why can't we stay at Pinner?
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