England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; English fiction -- 19th century
'I'll warrant I can give you evidence against myself which you hadn't
discovered,' Rolfe went on--'awful and unanswerable evidence. It is I
who support those children, and pay for their education!--it is I, and
no other. See your darkest suspicion confirmed. If only you had known
this for certain!'
'Why, then, do you do it?' asked Alma, without raising her eyes.
'For a very foolish reason: there was no one else who could or would.'
'And why did you keep it a secret from me?'
'This is the blackest part of the whole gloomy affair,' he answered,
with burlesque gravity. 'It's in the depraved nature of men to keep
secrets from their wives, especially about money. To tell the truth,
I'm hanged if I know why I didn't tell you before our marriage. The
infamous step was taken not very long before, and I might as well have
made a clean breast of it. Has Mrs. Abbott never spoken to you about
her cousin, Wager's wife?'
'A word or two.'
'Which you took for artful fiction? You imagined she had plotted with
me to deceive you? What, in the name of commonsense, is your estimate
of Mrs. Abbott's character?'
Alma drew a deep breath, and looked up into her husband's face.
'Still--she knew you were keeping it from me, about the money.'
'She had no suspicion of it. She always wrote to me openly,
acknowledging the cheques. Would it gratify you to look through her
letters?'
'I believe you.'
'Not quite, I fancy. Look at me again and say it.'
He raised her head gently.
'Yes, I believe you--it was very silly.'
'It was. The only piece of downright feminine foolishness I ever knew
you guilty of. But when did it begin?'
Alma had become strangely quiet. She spoke in a low, tired voice, and
sat with head turned aside, resting against the back of the chair; her
face was expressionless, her eyelids drooped. Rolfe had to repeat his
question.
'I hardly know,' she replied. 'It must have been when my illness was
coming on.'
'So I should think. It was sheer frenzy. And now that it's over, have
you still any prejudice against Mrs. Abbott?'
'No.'
The syllable fell idly from her lips.
'You are tired, dear. All this sound and fury has been too much for
you. Lie down on the sofa till dinner-time.'
She allowed him to lead her across the room, and lay down as he wished.
To his kiss upon her forehead she made no response, but closed her eyes
and was very still. Harvey seated himself at his desk, and opened two
or three unimportant letters which had arrived this morning. To one of
them he wrote an answer. Turning presently to glance at Alma, he saw
that she had not stirred, and when he leaned towards her, the sound of
her breathing told him that she was asleep.
He meditated on Woman.
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