"Don't tell him. Never make a man miserable for nothing. Another
man couldn't understand me. But a woman can. You can, and you do.
You're not angry with me. You couldn't be. You haven't the heart to
be angry with me. Think what a poor wretch I am. I saw you once
before you were married. I actually saw you up at Dunnagoat cottage.
Saw you and went away and forgot it! 'Twas a sin to have seen you
and forgotten you, Sarah Jane; but I'm terribly punished."
"What wild nonsense you tell whenever you meet me!"
"It was after that woman jilted me. I had no eyes then for anything
or anybody. I was blind and you were hidden from me, though I looked
into your face."
"Enough to make you hate all of us. She must have been a bad
lot--also a proper fool."
They talked in a desultory manner and he spoke with great praise of
her husband and promised fair things for the future. Then he
returned to her and strove to be personal, and she kept him as much
as possible to the general incidents of his visit to Kent. He told
her of the cousins there, and described them, and explained how they
were mere shadows compared with the reality of her. He spoke of the
crops, of the orchards, strawberry-beds, osier-beds, and green
hop-bines, whose fruit ripened to golden-green before the picking.
But to return from the fertile garden to the stony wilderness was the
work of a word; and before she could prevent it, Daniel's wife found
herself again upon his lips.
Under White Hill he left her, and she went straight homeward, while
he made a wide detour and rode into the farm near two hours later.
That day John Prout found his master vigorous and cheerful. He
detailed the fact gladly, and they asked themselves why it was; but
only Sarah Jane guessed, and she did not enlighten them.
She could not, and the necessity for a sort of secrecy hurt her. She
thought very long and deeply upon the subject, but saw no answer to
Woodrow's arguments. He had frankly told her that he loved her; and
while her mind stood still at the shock, he had asked her how it was
possible to blame him for so doing. He had gone away into the world
that he might seek peace, and he had found none. Instead, she had
filled his sleeping and waking thoughts, and the mere memory of her
had proved strong enough to stand as a sure shield and barrier
between him and all other women. His love was an essence as pure and
sweet as the air of the Moor. He had solemnly sworn it; and she
dwelt on that, for it comforted her. She retraced other passages of
their conversation, and marked how again and again it returned to
her. And not only her did he discuss, but her husband also, and her
child, and the future welfare of them all.
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