"Pale sherry-wine be right at a funeral--not dark," said the
market-woman; "but, at times like this, the right and wrong of such a
small thing really don't count for much to a sad heart." Then she
turned to Gregory, the child.
"You darling boy! Behaved so beautiful, he did, with his curls
a-shining like gold over his poor little black coat! 'Tis one in ten
thousand, as I said from the first. I could wish vicar had read the
lesson himself, instead of letting schoolmaster do it. But
Churchward's always turned on to the lessons nowadays. 'Tis like a
bumble-bee reading, to my ear. And Farmer Woodrow there too! Fancy
that!"
Sarah Jane nodded. She had suffered very bitter grief in this loss,
but she showed little of it except to her husband. Only he knew the
extent and depth of her sorrow. He had asked her not to come to the
funeral, but she chose to do so. Pale and dry-eyed, Sarah Jane
endured. Of her sorrow very little appeared. She lacked her
husband's faith, and strove with poor success to pass the barrier, or
see herself in her father's arms when life's day was done.
She drank the wine and brushed the crumbs from her baby's frock and
face.
"He wrote Daniel a very beautiful letter--Mr. Woodrow, I mean. He
don't think about death like my husband do; but the letter made even
Dan think. 'Twas deep, lovely language," she said.
"He'll be meat for the grave himself if he ban't careful," answered
Mrs. Weekes. "A poor, starved frame and hungry eyes, though there's
a wonderful gentlemanly hang about his clothes. Something be burning
him up in my opinion--we all mark it. Jarratt says 'tis his harmful
ideas about religion; I say 'tis a decline. I told the man so to his
face last week, when I went over to see Susan; and he laughed in his
gentle way, and said he was all right. Still, I don't like his
look--more don't John Prout."
Sarah Jane listened, but she knew a good deal more about Hilary
Woodrow than any other living creature save himself. Little by
little there had risen an intimacy between them--not of the closest,
yet of a sort beyond friendship. She met him by appointment, now
here, now there. To this extent she lived a double life, since
Brendon heard nothing of these occasions. Woodrow talked of going
away for the winter, but she knew that he would never do so. The
days when he did not see her were blank days to him. He often spoke
warmly of Brendon and of the future that he designed for him. He
longed to make her presents, but could not. Now thinking upon almost
the last words that her father had spoken to her, Sarah Jane
determined to throw herself upon Hilary's goodness and honour. But
she reckoned without his passion.
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